When i was still young, i had so many ambitions. Not one stated :" to be a dancer".

There's one that's been kept in my heart for a very long time. You know how people changes their ambition every now and then.

I don't.

There's this one that i've always wanted to be since young and even now.Those close to me should know. I'm not confident enough yet to say it out so I'd rather not. This kind of issue usually can only be said when people hear it for themselves. Some have heard that's why they encourage me to pursue but somehow i do not favour the fame and publicity. I'm someone who is very low profile. I detest attention therefore, it's one of these obstacles that refrain me from joining any competitions. :( However there's one particular person now in HK , she inspires me. Maybe you wanna check her out?

She used to compete in one of our local competitions however she got eliminated. But look where she's now. She's a very good example to many of us. We shouldn't give up our passion just because of one slightest obstacle or failure.

Audition: 2009

Should i or should i not??? A part of me tells me that this is the time i should go venture it, if not i would regret for the rest of my life :( i believe it's a gift i've been given but i just don't
know how to use it hahas :/

I want to...... but i'm afraid no one will support me HAHHAS (: Oh well, i think i should go and study my jap now.Btw it's not to be a pianist hahas something else but i would love to be a pianist too (:

This is just one of those day dream situations....


P.s : Btw ,this is Estee's SMILING HERO. My smiling hero is her. Come save me whenever you can (: i know sometimes i don't tell you what i'm going through but you understand. So thanks for being there for me.

My name's Leycia.(lei-shi-yer) If you dunno how to pronunce it :/ hmmpppf ! But i'm still liting, the one that people likes to call yi li tie ding lee li ting, sillyleeliting, l4t, dashen ting. So now you better call me by my english name GRRRR (:

Bye

"I've never told a lie, and that makes me a liar. I've never made a bet, but we gamble in desire. I've never lit a match, with intent to start a fire. But recently the flames, are getting out of control.."

Once and for all

有时候我觉得自己的想法是对的,我就再也不会去理会别人对我的想法.
就凭着这信念,我犯了一些我不该犯的"错".就让我在这里解释一切,我很累也不想去想你在猜我是怎么想的.事情只会越瞄越黑.

起初,我只知道我不想伤害一个人.
也因为曾经受到伤害所以我很明白.如果真的要我说出口而伤害了你,我做不到.我不喜欢这样做.但是,很多人在我背后说了很多我不想听的活..


我不喜欢别人猜测我的想法而在我身上套话.

变成你觉得他们所说的都变成好像是真的.

如果是的话,你早就应该问我而不是问别人我是怎样想的.

我沉默无言并不代表我同意你问我的问题.

我压抑真正的自己,为了让别人开心,为了让你不那么难过换来的是别人对我的猜疑.

我不想说因为我讨厌对这些人说,所以让我说最后一次,我很清楚自己的感觉.

那感觉绝对不是喜欢你.

为什么要变得这地步?其实可以做很好的朋友..但是你真的不明白我.你不明白我要的不是一个成熟.
成熟不是一个假装的面具.装不出来. 如果要问我为什么现在会那么的尴尬，是因为我没有解释清楚而让你误会。我不想说对不起因为对你只会更不公平。我只希望你明白。

我不喜欢任何人..也无法喜欢任何一个人.我的心是死的.早就已经死了.我只想专心的跳舞.

“假装”。。

这两个字带来的不是答案而是痛苦。这是八个月的一个心痛换来的了解，所以我不想你跟我走同样的一条路。

如果不能..离开可能对我对每一个人都好.

Give me a voice of a broken whined-up doll that breaks..like how abandon she is, there's still a melody that will always stay...

漢字は読むことも書くこともできない！！！どしよ？？　
かぜぉひいて　しやベルことも歌うこともできない。。歌いたい！！！KBOX にくる？だれも？


私のダンスの靴はもうぼろぼろです！新のくつ買いたい！！かいものにいきましよ？？それでも、時間がない。。毎日、勉强やらダンスやらで忙がしい。とてもたいへんでした！そのうえ、ARTFEST　の演技は出来事ぉすぐにあります！

その問題でわたしの心はゆれている。。。彼はいつも私によくしてくれます。。でも。。私は決してうそぉつくような人間ではありません。。わたしの微笑むはなくしている。。

さよなら！

So we finally gave them to JJ mama and JW papa (: lol but the reaction was like :

): like you all not touched at all zzz and still can ask us :" so are we suppose to eat this during floor the love?"

smack you!

But i still felt happy to give them to you guys and i had a wonderful day as you can visibly tell from my laughter and photos. AHHH what will i do without you gurls :(

Sorry jj mama, i pass you your card on sat (: Big smiles and the tie da you LOL sorry jw papa :/ 最近 我越来越见忘 。。真嘈糕！ 哈哈s 连华语也变烂了！

I love Rahim's choreography today.

SUPER LOVE

like finally i get some sense in his style after last week's demoralised groove ): sadded. i'm talking more and more like Miss mango hehe :/ grrr

thought you should know, ESTEE HAS A ブログ！Check it out ! (:

watch the VIDEOS！ 要啊！

Just this month, i received so many heartfelt cards. Never told you guys this before, but cards are the no. one favourite on my to receive gifts list (: Because they mean much more than anything and you can look back at them 10 years or 30 years later and chuckle to yourself.

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On Deepavali (:

As i've said... here's the post i promised that you won't wanna miss (: Without these people
in my life, i don't know where i will be.

SURPRISE SURPRISE

So i met my girls at 11 am this morning to do the surprise cookies we had plan a week earlier for JJ and JW. Yes you guys must have thought that we have forgotten about you two but how can we?

IMPOSSIBLE (:

Eulene shi came with us to do her cookies for Lyrical one too, are you guys touched? You better be because what you'r gonna see later as you scroll down takes a lot of effort and time to do. Doesn't look nice but we did our best and we had a blast making them.ALL THE PICS ARE NOT IN ORDER hahas sorry pretty jumbled up but do see the videos ok ! (: i'm the one videoing and asking retarded questions hohoho (:

Camwhore pardon me (:

Estee, you never fail to make me happy and that's why Leycia loves you (:

Eulene shi very pretty(: advertising our atas Cadbury cocoa powder
Estee with her shameless photo acts where you will find her everywhere lol

See how we much we love you guys?

lao fu lao qi (:

Eulene shi and Jasmine san (:

This is no photoshop, i'm getting better at this !

Laugh one laugh (:

Greedy you!

Wifey (: wo ai ni!

Dough that look like chocolate ice cream

Locking partner, i'm so glad i can count on you (:

Love <3>

Swirl and twirl

Fiony, thanks for always being there for me (:

Wifey and me!

Eulene shi kirei (:

i smell good~

YOU have absolutely no idea how many times we pat on the cookies and how many times wifey erase the letters because it wasn't neat enough. Oops you ate our cookies already hahahahs

Serene (: i'm so glad we got to know each other better outside studio wu.

Hikari

cookie prints like butt prints :/

i moulded this batch k hahas proud of myself and proud of you gurls!

HARPEE (:

AHHH (: it's done like YEAH ! (: HOHOHO pretty yes/ no? YES!



Before it was so pretty
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there were of course

DEFECTIONS the rejects (:

FUNK YOU (:

FINALLY SHE'S SATISFIED (: hahas but i have no idea how many times she "erase and write" rhymes -.-

In the process of writing and "erasing" ewww... :/ hahahas !










My 羊meh meh and my Hippo I ICED IT and I KNOW YOU LIKE IT (: hohoho

four the love (: cute ??



and here are the VIDEOS (:


Check out Eulene's reaction when she thought i wasn't taking video LOL (:





Oh and if you sponsor our tickets we will go 虾虾虾虾虾 ！

i had a blast today (: yes i did. I found my laughter back after so long.. thanks eulene, jasmine, serene, fiona and you estee (: MISS MANGO HEHE ! and i really do hope jj and jw, you guys like your surprise.Now i'm going to concentrate on my jap bye~


P.s i still can't believe i roasted the cookies by switching it to the wrong button.=.= who the hell roast cookies? lol

AND SURIA DEARIE:
I have no idea why you cried today :/ but i just could see it the moment i saw you sitting there. You can't lie to me. I know you don't wanna say it but i hope you felt better. If you ever need a shoulder or a listening ear i got two ! :D love you! i hope my tissue help you feel better! Don't sad ):