Faces through Phases

Ok, my hands are smudged with glitters ( doing a scrapbook card right now for dear Btp's belated 20th :>).. so i shall dust them away along with the cobwebs i have manifested here. Sorry for attaining the the M.I.A title of the year right here, i shall do some quick update, serweet!

As we begin, let's talk about the labyrinth that i got sucked in for Gems 5 production!
Possibly the last time i would ever be on that stage again, lingering scent at the auditorium after curtain call and the last show.. was really nostalgic even as we speak now. I will miss the stage, the lights, and it wasnt as scary as before like Gems 4 when i felt the adrenaline rush for the very first time.Its good, im getting use to this secret place that nobody understands when you are performing. You can't hear anything, the cheers, anything but just the music. That's the silence i appreciate whenever i perform. I have gained alot through every production, now its time to venture on my own. As quoted by Aus ninja:" you can never be fully a dancer, if you do not know how to freestyle, because that's where dance came from".. High time i go back to the basement, turn on that music and listen. Being a dancer, requires you to be disciplined, to pay attention to your music. That's the thing i lack of, its my weakness. Time to conquer it.
























Then the most possible craziest decision ever made, i decided to stay and enrolled to UNI SIM. Bachelor in marketing. 150 credit units. Gonna ace it. I know it wasnt the first thing that came to my mind, reality was the very first one.. hence the contemplations of deciding for it lessen. I know its going to bring me somewhere, so i decided i should deviate away from the hospitailty line. Its definitely not what i want. I still wanna have time for my friends, love ones and family. Looking at so much real life examples around the industry, i decided nope. A 9-6pm job suits me fine. Mundane but i seriously do not have that driving passion to work overtime in the service line. So there there, its just the textbook stuff that matters right now. I need a part time job badly though. :(

Moving on, this hols, i have caught up with loads of people i thought..you know after some time, life passes you by and they disappear? Well its a two way thing actually. Thank god i caught up with poon balloon :> Its good to know that after a period of not hanging out with each other, we still remember the good old times at TAS and mugging with our oatmeal at airport stealing the hot water from cold storage. Misses much.. so we headed to frolick for some monopoly deal.





her handmade oatmeal cookie lol!! :> nice.. it became a victim of my toppings for my yoghurt <3 href="http://s7.photobucket.com/albums/y272/sylviaxxruth/?action=view&current=25798_377009221133_605566133_385172.jpg" target="_blank">

"pretty sweet" (; <3>
alot happened..im glad deep inside when we cry, look at each other, we know we cant do without one gone..it was one of my best memory just by doing the album together and everything else.

6th going on 7th. i belongs to you.

OK! Time to go meet the girls!! :> WEEE!

Gravity

Gravity
Stop pullin’ me

I know that you still haven’t found you,
And when I wanna stand on my own too
Suddenly you start to show
Signs of what is possible

Then you’re back to your ways
And I let me down
Tell me why I keep tryin’a stay around
When all my family
They always telling me

To be through with you
And I know that deep down I’m callin’ time on you
On you
On you

Every time I’m ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pullin’ in the wrong direction
Divin’ in with no protection
Man, you can’t keep steerin’ me wrong

Oh gravity
Pullin’ me back
Pullin’ me in
Why you pullin’ me back
Pullin’ me in
Just like gravity


I know I betrayed but I’m made to
Ignore the universe when I see you
Cause every night the stars will shine
Verging into U-turns times

Anythin’ that they can just to change my mind
When I pass your road I can’t help rewind
What is wrong with me?
All that I wanna be is

Through with you
And I know that deep down I’m callin’ time on you
On you
On you

Every time I’m ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pullin’ in the wrong direction
Divin’ in with no protection
Man, you can’t keep steerin’ me wrong

Oh gravity
Pullin’ me back
Pullin’ me in
Why you pullin’ me back
Pullin’ me in
Just like gravity
Stop pulling me


Be quiet, let me leave, let me go
Don’t say another word
Cause with every sound
You’re pullin’ me down

Baby,
You got a hold on me
Like gravity


Gravity

Every time I’m ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pullin’ in the wrong direction
Divin’ in with no protection
Man, you can’t keep steerin’ me wrong

Oh gravity
Pullin’ me back
Pullin’ me in
Why you pullin’ me back
Pullin’ me in
Just like gravity

Gravity, yeah

the labyrinth

i am going to take a pretty long break from this space. Having a writer's block. probably because concert training and preparation for the studies thing has been taking a toll on my energy. Draining and exhausting. the injury is a hinder... its ok.. im going to just feel the stage.. and give my best for the very last time.. maybe the ligament and muscle will get better (:

sometimes...its really not the focus of the matter that matters.. its the factors surrounding it.
let's hope its a good show k!!

love you guys for coming. means alot!

till i really know how to feel and write without being judged by my ownself..

i will give this space a break

im going to turkey and new york. its going to be awesome. guess im going to need it before i fly off. (:

till then.. see you!