• And once you lose yourself, you have two choices: find the person you used to be... or lose that person completely..
  
• Someone once said; "It's the good girls who keep diaries. The bad girls never have the time." Me? I just wanna live a life I'm gonna remember, even if I don't write it down.

- Brooke Davis

yes i admit i have split personality, so the stage tomorrow is my excuse.

so sweet (:

like iv'e said...

i gave time, ample time.

LOVE (:

:D i dont mind watching it again.

i confess,

i teared during this moovie.
HAHA


and loving this song ( playing now) alot.. it sucks that i lose my gadgets all the time.
I have to be organised. I miss my ipod alot. :(



and to end off this really random post...

i love Vonique. No matter the ups or downs, the little bickers, everything. I'm very proud to be a part of this.


如果我说爱我没有如果

真的爱我就放手一拨..

LOVE (:

I'm still a girl... with lace details

It feels kinda mundane already. My life like this. Every dawn waking up till wee elevens..OTH have lunch then look for songs, including thinking of steps for Heats. At night, i will spent my time at 60's design. What happened to my fashion? : GRRRRR i hate to be BAGGY all day man. I shall be baggy no more. But recital is so here. Auditions' this sunday. Waack and that Jazz... never ever falter to the feminine side all this while so i decided it's time to find back my female instincts. I'm after all DEMURE hahhahahahas OK stop sniggering. I need my life back, i need like a total Shopping peluza.... town.. town.... More caffeine before i really start moping bout my broke ass.

So lookbook. nu got my eyes feast on this whole collection.. Carolines Mode... i need to go to some european country really, it makes all complexion, Locks and fashion on the high way... Damn this hot sunny island. >:( I want my very own pair of booties too! Gosh.. Why can't winter wear pull off here.. you will end up looking like some manhattan wannabe lost.. Jeans and XLLLL shirts are driving me crazy. Just look at this!!!!!!!!!!! Yes i love black.. all shades.. and you will catch me on the rarest moments wearing Colour..

Bottom line, i need SHOPPING, I NEED A GETAWAY, I NEED TO BE PRETTY LIKE FOR A DAY. i can hardly breathe these days just ironing T-shirts. :(

I swear only dance makes me feel a little closer to something beautiful.. on the inside.
Yes, i sound like a psychotic mental damsel in distress, the truth is "every girl will get cranky one day even though underneath this XXLLL T SHIRTS lies an ENDLESS STORY.." Point taken.

Now feast your eyes on the moments of my life, where i will never ever show these expressions.

And if it means, XXXXLL can only give me this expression, i will stick with XXXXLL for a while just to paint the prettiest pictures on stage.

And tell me if it's freaky or what...

Horoscope on FB today says:

There could be equal amounts of joy and frustration today. You may be considering making changed to your physical appearance, or perhaps even having some kind of optional cosmetic surgery done - but this is not the best day to initiate a drastic or irrevocable change.

HAHA

AND i got myself a TUMBLR today D:

my world(s) is like a world apart...

i dont wanna just lose my youth...

it's the stage or the world..

i want to feel that adrenaline rush again. Please let me.

Sometimes, these moments..

those worthy moments ive created..

i do wish i could share it with the one i love most..

looking back..i have shut myself out..from those who used to love me, who could have been the one standing right next to me..

then i question myself..

why am i waiting..

for the one

thats truly worth it?

is he really worth it?

or am i just making myself non-worthy of love.

Time will tell.

驳泥克

HAHAS... realised this photo is damn randon. TOPS"HOP"... hop as in hip hop?? (: Hee

It's been a crazy journey.. one that's still on going. I'm really thankful and counting my blessings.

Need to work super extreme hard this time. 2 more weeks.

not much to say because i believe no words can describe. hahas

" A picture tells a thousand words"..

ive got a whole collection. They have done most of what i have to say.

Just one more thing though...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH EULENE AND

LAVONE. LOVE YOU !!

i love my life, i love every second of it., no matter how crazy it is..

:" its worth it."

my photobucket is full, time to empty it hee (:

till the heats!!! JIAYOU BASIC INSTINCT, SAPPHIRE, APPENDIX D AND

VONIQUE!

Thanks for the sunflowers ! ( sy and jw)