you have no idea i teared when you wrote that on your blog and when you said on the phone:" you are bullshit man." I dunno how to tell you really.It hurts and every single day when i dance i will think of each and everyone of you guys. You are not forgotten, how can you be? We've been dopest buddies since secondary. You remembered my birthday's coming. I'm really touched. Can we please meet up for dinner i will call you then i will give you a hug when i see you :(
It's over.
You are flying a moment in the air, soaring then you plunge down. That feeling is permanent and things just seem to fall into place when time comes isnt it so? Phone calls nowadays become so emotional and awkward.Like how i broke off all walls and lifted the facade i've been hiding behind with for the past 3 weeks last night when i gave sy a call.You understand every single detail , every word i say and every tear i shed , you understand my pain. I don't know how i found you and audd but i just did and we will never drift away.
How do i explain things in detail when assumptions are everywhere?I suddenly don't feel like writing down what i feel anymore after hearing so much that i don't wish to hear.Things just seem so fake when you act dumb but that's the only thing you can do in order not to hurt a person or forsee outcomes that are beyond salvage.Sometimes i really don't know what to say so it's better to shut up and stay silent?How to be careful with my words so it's not easily mistaken? Only those who understand will really know how i feel. Why do i feel like i'm not staying true to myself nowadays?
It's over.
You are flying a moment in the air, soaring then you plunge down. That feeling is permanent and things just seem to fall into place when time comes isnt it so? Phone calls nowadays become so emotional and awkward.Like how i broke off all walls and lifted the facade i've been hiding behind with for the past 3 weeks last night when i gave sy a call.You understand every single detail , every word i say and every tear i shed , you understand my pain. I don't know how i found you and audd but i just did and we will never drift away.
How do i explain things in detail when assumptions are everywhere?I suddenly don't feel like writing down what i feel anymore after hearing so much that i don't wish to hear.Things just seem so fake when you act dumb but that's the only thing you can do in order not to hurt a person or forsee outcomes that are beyond salvage.Sometimes i really don't know what to say so it's better to shut up and stay silent?How to be careful with my words so it's not easily mistaken? Only those who understand will really know how i feel. Why do i feel like i'm not staying true to myself nowadays?
Happy birthday Auddball! and happy belated birthday Joyce!!
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