STARTING OFF WITH :

You Are Karamel Sutra

Plain on the outside, but once someone gets in, they're stuck

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

HAHAS what Karamel Sutra. I bet that flavour's not even available in SG.
TRAINING yesterday was good.OUR performance shirt is like shocking Green :D YEAH~ hahas at least thats what Rahim said.

Oh ya, back to how demoralised and embarrassed i was when we were suppose to dance in front of the seniors.Forget steps , no emotions and completely blank out. I think in this item, i'm like the weakest of them all :/ And i still bravely write down my name on both YX and Fng's Item.

Yx: "Actually you don't see them like got seh, when they came in they were just as normal as anyone. But its something they've got that Gin saw in audition and its growing every now and then after performances and practices."

BRUSH UP BUCK UP!
SUPPER was good i guess. At least gotta mix around a bit and know more of them.i hate to say this, but i'm actually kinda missing Bryan's lesson :/ OEMMGEE.I shall go tmrow for the very last time :/ MTV and Freestyle HipHop!! I Miss Like Mad. Sian

Shall not stick to the status quo but breakthrough.At least all Presentations are finally OVER :D Say hello to tests :/%$#@#$% I think i want to cherish my days at Sentosa no matter how much i complain about the transportation. I want to cherish all my friends now so that i will not regret when i go back to TP with a brand new class again :(


Where the hell was i looking hahhas :D



BRITNEY yes i know. But its the song i'm paying attention to hahahs (:
Its been a while since i last touched Hip Hop. Like a part of me is missing. :(

METAMORPHOSIS ; met·a·mor·pho·sis

Severe symptoms of dozing off while standing.I've never been so tired my whole life.Gosh hahahs :D But deep down, I'm happy.Thats just cause i received a belated concern and an offline msg. Simple gestures but much concerns :D With my utmost appreciation,Ty so much. Keeps me motivated to do the things i love and the things i don't.Oh yes, Happy Birthday Olivia!! :D Sorry you had ta spent your miserable 17th bday at studio :/

now,wait let me take a deep breath,ok here goes:

I PASSED ACCOUNTINGS!!! :DD 30 1/2 /40

wtf... SOME PAPER I ACTUALLY INTEND TO SKIP FOR O LEVEL.HAHAS!Many did so much better but im really happy for such a good start.Give me the Balance sheet Babeh!

Tsk! Theres this very unfamiliar voice that is growing in me each day.Its getting so loud, its getting out of control.

Attraction Mgt is saturating my Brains.Its finally subsided, that whirling tornado i've been tolerating with for 6 hours in a tense and stiff atmosphere. This is where i head to the blender for more brain juice. TYVM

When Bus etq is down tmrow , i'm going for a 5 hours crash course of VIBES/Dreams in that little "ventilated" studio back in TP till 11 pm. Determination and Improvement are the words to describe how i felt about Ryan's Modern class yesterday.Techniques, work on it. Cinead , spot it. Ankles, please don't fail me.Crunches, give me the abs.Isolations, lock it.Discipline, diminish all my pain in my elbows and stomach and don't whine over stretches.Push-ups, Muscles thanks.

I'm going to forcefully train on my splits and achieve it till the end of this year.Thats all for now, i can't wait ta meet all my darlings this Sunday. * Smucks *

Shoutout: Does anyone knows where i can get black ballet shoes?? Please tell me ty :D

Let me leave you with this video, Nigella never fails to entertain me. Calm, serene and Indulging. The only Margarita Ice cream

Shes one fine example of looking at someone who loves what she do.

I don't like this "day before school reopens" feeling.I would stay so late till mid-night just to wait for the last day to be officially over.I hate projects.I really do i hate the way it makes people selfish,i hate the way it makes people lazy, i hate the way it makes people ugly.

I'm tired.Thats it.I'm so tired of these fcking projects. Why spent 1/3 of our life studying.Studying to become selfish souls?Mummy always say this:" Study so much for what?" I can't help but agree.


At the end of the day, its still all about Money.If i can exchange, i wouldn't study.I would do something i love in exchange of studying for 1/3 of my life.I'm still thinking, I'm still in suspense.Should i ??? or should i not. I'm scared but if i really go ahead with it, i would be so happy and brave.To sing or not to sing? :/ People must be thinking i'm joking hahas apparently i'm not.I'm always imagining this; On stage, you shine. When you shine, people see the glow and they wanna shine with you because they can see how much you love what you are doing.That is the moment that i want (: Something i can relate to ,to people around me. I've seen someone who lived his dream for 10 years of his life but still didn't make it.Not everyone make it when they start out on this path.Its so hard to be in the entertainment industry.A pack of lies.

Love this song.

Lights out.

" I hate Jelly. Its a food with no point. Like life. You eat it, taste a linger or hint of flavour and you keep eating it trying to catch that flavour and savour it. But it never comes, and all you keep tasting are hints."

"I hate time.Its moves so fast when you need it and so slow when you don't."

Someone said to bring life into life,lest it turns into a burden.
Foolish i say,but I'm willing to be.

Others said, "You must have changed L, because i see a drastic change in you.Thats how major the damage was."

Bits and pieces , but i will never collect them back ever again.


6 months now...

Clearly, i have served my sentence for these 6 months. I let go of him, you came along shortly and let go of me for her. It's bout time you serve yours. And no dearie, I'm not a vengeful lady.Its just the way it works.On the other hand,thanks anyway, you've sort of saved me from a lot of things.From how i started learning to dance to forget everything to my very first performance on stage, i must have learned so much on the way.Why this post now? Because I'm not someone who forgets certain things easily like how you can forget everything.

Funny how it works when i heard that we are doing this song for VIBES.Let me dedicate it to you and to all the certain moments we had. Now its all done for me.I'm so relieved.If theres anything i would wanna ask for, just don't let me see you ever again.

EXHAUSTED BEYOND WORDS

I WANNA COMPLAIN LIKE A SINGAPOREAN NOW.

My biceps are aching.My inner muscle at my thigh is most likely overstretched.I have like motherfucking so many blueblacks on my knees. I can't sit on my toilet bowl cause my thigh muscles are damn "SUAN".Next week, Dance Practice for almost 3/4 of the week, with presentations and tests all coming up.I think im gonna break down.I eat less than a meal a day.This is madness.

Yeah heres the question; to regret or not to regret.Honestly, i've never felt so happy.My very first Modern performance in VIBES.I'm gonna give my best and stop fooling around. Jap is killing me.Some people don't understand the stress i'm going through unless you are me or you are mostly likely going through the same things with me. So shut up if you don't know and don't give me the "who ask you to be a dancer?".I don't expect you to know how stress i am because you dumbfuck will never understand.It's my business to be stress.None of Yours.I can handle it so shut your gap.

Katsu Curry with my lovely Tanu (: LOVE HER TO BITS :D Finally, i satisfied my craving since last week!

Over due pics.Kk, im going for my class BBQ now.Peng kan OEI.

Bye heavy fringe. I'm snipping you off tmrow (: Back ta short fringe days :X



O damn well im in love with modern.Cinead turns babeh! ciao.


Ps: i recommend this! Super damn nice to watch. YOO HANA is damn pretty (: LZY is handsome :D





SHOUT OUT: Girls when are we going K BOX to hear Cindy's zao sia voice?? ;)

Had my first Reggae lesson yesterday.
It was %$#@!#%$#@#$%# awesome.Spin it Win it (:
Although the atmosphere was really weird man.I guess thats how it is when you start off with everything at first.

Then headed down to Studio.I was exhausted to the max already.Like yesterday could be known as "dance overload" for me.Severe danger of collapsing during god knows what, Willy had to do KRUMPING yesterday.K.R.U.M.P., an acronym for Kingdom Radically Uplifted Mighty Praise, presenting krumping as a faith-based artform.It is characterized by free, expressive, and highly energetic moves and is a major part of the hip hop dance culture.Just so some of you wanna know whats Krump all about.
Great way of releasing anger. But i wasn't angry yesterday i was too tired to Krump la. Walan, i was already half peng san already still need to put force in my movements.

On a normal day, i would so tell you I LOVE WILLY for doing KRUMPING.Because all this while i wanted to learn but not yesterday.Then best of all, Street Jazz.Another great class I've been yearning for and I'm not giving my 101 cause I'm too tired.Thanks man.Somehow when my body gets better,I'm gonna venture into Breaking once again.

-Jap Curry Rice at Wheelock tmrow with Carolyn.I miss her like ferrari-loads.
-Modern Practice on the 25th CANT WAIT (: !!!!!

heres where i collapse and say bye,suckeroos.

Things are going wrong. I shouldn't avoid it.Instead i should be facing it and become stronger.If such failures are bringing my passion down, i might as well don't have a passion to even begin with. Everything has a beginning and an end.Its just a matter of time.I should make it last.Even though honestly, Ive never been so disappointed in myself in my whole life; I'm sure i can get through this myself.This month, I'm training self discipline.Something i need, to get myself through everything without affecting others.You know i think i can live very well on my own.Don't question me for the reason of being so strong. Its just Me and whatever thats happening for the past few months.Since I've chosen this route, i should be responsible for everything.

Got into Modern but not... hahas i think god is trying to play tricks with me.Not like I'm not used to it, how the hell did i get into something I'm not even familiar with and did not land up with something I'm familiar with. ???? A blessing in disguise? Maybe he wants me to learn something I'm not good at. :/ I have no idea.But i will put some trust in him.

From now on, i will take things easy.Well like what someone says, the only way to counter is to make work look effortless. (:

Happy things to look forward to: 29th June Nas Tapestry (I miss you juniours like 3293874651624 times) Put up a good show, Bring the Grease Baby! (:
18th June: 2K04 Class Chalet !! Woohoo! Bonding :D

Teaching is another form of learning and sharing.I wanna teach something i love hence i will help out as much as i can for the tapestry on the 29th June (: Cant wait. I have no idea why but the moment i see a wonderful performance, i would be very happy for the whole crew on stage.Thats just cause i understand the hardship and effort put in that certain audiences don't see.

Modern and Hip hop Audition.Final results on Friday.His face was like a "half yes half no how should i know go find out yourself " expression. :/ Beats me but since Ive already chosen to do something, i should be responsible and commit to it.

Even I'm amazed how a perfect day can be ruined just like that.I really wanna thank a person who's been there for me, the ups and downs and whenever i need her she will come all the way from marine parade to Changi just to hear to my troubles.You know who you are. :D Love you (:

Ive come to realise i do not need a huge circle of friends. I just need a handful or maybe even one to just know how i feel and to listen to my failures and achievements.There will never be deceptions or lies or even jealousy between the both of us. We will be happy for each other if we succeed in whatever we do.It takes a long mile to keep those friends close to us.Some may leave memories and create new ones while others just walk away after giving us memories.While the rest are those that you do not contact for long however still never seem to be able to drift away from.Perfection is impossible.That's when we learn to realise to forgive and forget.Its not as if you can talk things out with any friends when things go wrong. Some keep grudges while others judge.We are only humans i guess, we fault and when we do; not many are willing to forgive.I admire those that admit their faults and learn from their mistakes and seek forgiveness. It takes a lot of courage to admit a fault compared to lying our way out.

The friends i would really wanna keep:

Shiyun,Audrey,Carolyn,Samantha,Derrick,Ryan,Weiliang,Winnie,Joyce,
Jessica,Shermin,Charlene,Charmaine and Hafiz.
Hope you guys see this, i really treasure our friendship be it short or long (: Seriously hope time will not drift us away.

THE BIG GROOVE :D with Joyce ,Winnie and the DOPE WRECKING CREW all the way from Japan. It was really an eye-opener for me even as a dancer off that stage.Two nights consecutively, I've learned a lot .Its a two way communication.The dancers feed on the audience response and the audiences' cheers keeps up the motivation level for the dancers on stage.Its the adrenaline rush that keeps the vibe and soul. Its really hard to keep up with the energy level all throughout and thats precisely why i was so blown off by the Wrecking Crew Orchestra.If you were there, you would have put up the dope hand sign and bow down totally.They deserved Championship just like how Winnanie said:" The Unbeatables! "I totally agree with you woman! I'm glad you enjoyed yourself at the concert! There was this Japanese who started dancing when he was 3.His locking is damn hahas "aiseh".Cant wait for TBG 2009 and Wu recital next year if they were to continue (: I wanna learn every moment, i wanna improve, i wanna perfect what I've got now, I wanna be humble.I want to explore even deeper to the Dance World :D but i shall wait because i wanna enjoy every moment of it on my way. Next stop: Locking (:
p.s:Photos sucks cause we didn't really got good seats.Shall get it when O school have uploaded (:

Eunice Olsen (Guest-Of -Honour) Pretty prettaye!!! :D

UGLAY UGLAY UGLAY but thats what crazy wacky faces are suppose to be (:




Ciao (: