Saturday, June 13, 2009

"Back to square one.."


it's funny how we can all be so nonchalant about our surroundings intentionally when deep inside, you just know what the hell is going on so clearly.

Playing with time is despicable. It's in our hands. When we all say a time machine is what we need, sometimes it's bullshit. Time is short if you 'r gonna make it. My nights are so long that it feels like two days just collided to become one. I am officially experiencing 48 hours within a day.

This time, i feel as if i have done something that's wrongly compulsory within this transitory phase. We all do things that are compulsory even if we just don't wish to execute the job. The cycle continues even when i know good times are near. I have so many goals ahead of me, but i am just putting them now. It's just suppressing.I don't even know why i decide to change everything within a day. Maybe this is really the best outcome.

I am being so oblivious to everything. The difference with people is that, some aren't involve but they just wished they could be, whilst on the other spectrum it's the controversial. This pendulum keeps swinging, and all you gotta do is break the chain and it will stop swinging. Some decisions are not meant to be made by oneself, they need to be made for you by others. Clearly, for this one, i made it for you.


We may not see how it goes along right now. 3 years later, It works perfectly or rather gradually it fades off to just a figment of memory.

People always leave huh..


i am just looking at the bigger picture all this time

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