truth is, one will never know what they have lost, till they really lose it.
more often than not, you exchange glances, cross paths with a certain someone, believing that to a certain extent, if you take a second look, either one of you would strike a conversation and just like this, something more often than ordinary happens.
however, in a few occasional grey areas, though a possibility for friendship was there for you to partake, you didn't. You left it hanging there, and everything felt like an illusion.
it's like a dream, or someone who called you at 4 am in the morning and when you eventually wakes up, it all seems untrue.
but certain situations, are friends that you thought you could have shared everything with, turns out, you were wrong. You take a glance at them, and the second time you take another look, you realised everything has changed.
and you no longer wish to make "extraordinary" happen.
i have came to my decision last night.
and i guess nothing is going to change it within such short months to come.
im going to be a selfish/less bitch ( sorry) by doing so. but its going to be worth it.
how many times in your life can one erase all memories and restart a new life?
not many
packed "feelings" and i guess im ready to leave when the time is right.
more often than not, you exchange glances, cross paths with a certain someone, believing that to a certain extent, if you take a second look, either one of you would strike a conversation and just like this, something more often than ordinary happens.
however, in a few occasional grey areas, though a possibility for friendship was there for you to partake, you didn't. You left it hanging there, and everything felt like an illusion.
it's like a dream, or someone who called you at 4 am in the morning and when you eventually wakes up, it all seems untrue.
but certain situations, are friends that you thought you could have shared everything with, turns out, you were wrong. You take a glance at them, and the second time you take another look, you realised everything has changed.
and you no longer wish to make "extraordinary" happen.
i have came to my decision last night.
and i guess nothing is going to change it within such short months to come.
im going to be a selfish/less bitch ( sorry) by doing so. but its going to be worth it.
how many times in your life can one erase all memories and restart a new life?
not many
packed "feelings" and i guess im ready to leave when the time is right.
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