"sometimes living a double life can be life threatening yet so thrilling.."
i love to appreciate silence when its golden.
i love to listen more than to speak
i love to look out at the skies after rushing a 2000 words report and realised what i've missed out all day
i love the adrenaline rush when im on stage
i love to chase after raindrops pelting down the window panes.
i love it when i dont have to say anything and people understand and get it on rare occasions.
i love it when im around genuine people
i love to see daddy holding their daughter's hands when they cross roads
i love my memories, the good and bad ones
i love it how momentarily my mind teleports me to another world secretly on my own during train rides, one that no one knows or can comprehend when i explain.
i love it when i remember to spray perfume before i head out.
but
im beginning to realise that my love for it is fading ever since the workload is piling and the more i try to get understanding and cooperation from anything, anyone around me, the less i receive.
i finally understand what's it like to feel helpless in trying to voice out. i've been missing out on life's simple pleasures.. i hope it rains tonight..
i need that nostalgia.
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