"NONCHALANT WAS NEVER NATURALLY AN ADJECTIVE THAT CAME , IT WAS MADE."
i hate how everything i do, everything i think of is partially influenced by _____.
i am trying my utmost best to be as busy( even though i really am but i still miss you) so i won't have to swallow this " natural " occurrence that i have to accept. And because of this, i learned to be nonchalant towards any affection showered, because this is a new thing called self protection. Eventually it's going to break either's heart. I want to prepare for departure like how i should. It's not a stage rehearsal. Don't say i never tried.
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