consumption

oh you really have no idea how i feel right now. This feeling is consuming me. They say there are things that you can share with certain people, this belongs to those things that you know you can tell no one because even if they knew, they cant give you the right advice. Its like a guilt of fire, an outbreak at my hearts' doorstep engulfing me. Jump over or not. I dont wanna extinguish it. Sooner or later, i'd have to.

driving me insane

feeling really weary. not physically but in all aspects up in my head.