honestly im quite worried about whats going on with my immune system nowadays. it hasnt been a smooth sailing year for my body. I know how stubborn i am. Wish i could really change this habit so that everything would be better, but really im trying to make changes now so that i have more time to spent with the family. As much as i know we aint that close that we can talk about our troubles as in those inner deep troubles where you watch on television and your mum hugs you and tell you everything will be ok? Doesnt happen in this family. Its something like i only get a hug and kiss when its my birthday. But i do remember having a goodnight kiss all the time when i was younger, wondered where that went and i forgot how i used to kiss my mum goodnight too when i was just a child. They say everything is much better when your younger, its true.
Yesterday, i headed to the science centre with lbf for the C.S.I experience which i was so hyped up for. Gotta thank god for him sometimes. I dont know why. Cant find a friend who used to be my ex, or rather i was his first love, we used to be enemies, we had a very bad broke up and things ended badly we didn contact each other for almost close to 4 years and then we found our way back to each other through gems concert. i remembered. something asked me to ask him to come to watch that concert, then we became friends again. Those really good friends where we could dig back all that old shit and talk about it and dont feel awkward at all. I had the best prom ever and the worst experience at secondary two with him creating a whole hoo ha, of accusation or assumption that didn even happen and well, i guess im gonna remember him for life as my arch enemy back then, even the fugging sitting plan for sec 4 had me and him placed together at the front row. HAHAHAHAH. wtf. but a switcheroo, and everything feels better now.
its good to have a person like this in your life, who have known you in all sorts of ways, as a girlfriend, as a friend and as an enemy. So i probably had his ego up a little too much if he ever read this post. but yeah, this post is for you. subtracked alittle, the C.S.I thing was really awesome. there were three crime scenes that you had ta gather evidence , and there was really a corspe ( fake of course) and the crime scene with evidence all left there for you to decipher, i really felt like a detective. :D dont mind going back there with yew, if he books out. ^-^ but travelling there is really a siaotingtongz.
dont wanna talk about how i ended my day at UWB showcase, but having able to witness the works of nappytabs is truly a blessing. The migraine just hadta fugging spoiled everything. whatever it is, yesterday had its fair share of ups and downs. just wanna document it down, ( i know not in a very orderly like i used to type out my thoughts kinda way) so that i can remember it vividly. im getting old and like i said at the beginning of my post, gastric migraines, fever flu, had its way to me this year, all within a month. its time i change up my schedule a little bit. off for my first tp training ever since i graduated. its gonna be awkward, but im going to just dance and fuck care all the socialising and talking. thank god i have sha and cheryl. still contemplating if i should do gems 6. we will see about that.
Yesterday, i headed to the science centre with lbf for the C.S.I experience which i was so hyped up for. Gotta thank god for him sometimes. I dont know why. Cant find a friend who used to be my ex, or rather i was his first love, we used to be enemies, we had a very bad broke up and things ended badly we didn contact each other for almost close to 4 years and then we found our way back to each other through gems concert. i remembered. something asked me to ask him to come to watch that concert, then we became friends again. Those really good friends where we could dig back all that old shit and talk about it and dont feel awkward at all. I had the best prom ever and the worst experience at secondary two with him creating a whole hoo ha, of accusation or assumption that didn even happen and well, i guess im gonna remember him for life as my arch enemy back then, even the fugging sitting plan for sec 4 had me and him placed together at the front row. HAHAHAHAH. wtf. but a switcheroo, and everything feels better now.
its good to have a person like this in your life, who have known you in all sorts of ways, as a girlfriend, as a friend and as an enemy. So i probably had his ego up a little too much if he ever read this post. but yeah, this post is for you. subtracked alittle, the C.S.I thing was really awesome. there were three crime scenes that you had ta gather evidence , and there was really a corspe ( fake of course) and the crime scene with evidence all left there for you to decipher, i really felt like a detective. :D dont mind going back there with yew, if he books out. ^-^ but travelling there is really a siaotingtongz.
dont wanna talk about how i ended my day at UWB showcase, but having able to witness the works of nappytabs is truly a blessing. The migraine just hadta fugging spoiled everything. whatever it is, yesterday had its fair share of ups and downs. just wanna document it down, ( i know not in a very orderly like i used to type out my thoughts kinda way) so that i can remember it vividly. im getting old and like i said at the beginning of my post, gastric migraines, fever flu, had its way to me this year, all within a month. its time i change up my schedule a little bit. off for my first tp training ever since i graduated. its gonna be awkward, but im going to just dance and fuck care all the socialising and talking. thank god i have sha and cheryl. still contemplating if i should do gems 6. we will see about that.
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