Yesterday, went for Bryan's Wacking,Carol's and Yutaki's.It felt so GOOD. I swear to you it did.There were no people eye-ing at you, there were no restrictions.I was doing a genre that i love.Its just good.I felt so free.I think i should make that decision soon since i'm not myself every time i'm there.
I shall dance now without a mirror.I rely on it so much its bad.
This shall be the Last and Final to you:
I don't want friends to come and go. I really don't want to.Hence, we can always swallow our dignity to just say sorry when we are not in the wrong to make them stay. Thats just going against our principles.If you think that i do not care about you, you are wrong.What i'm so disappointed about is your immature thinkings. You don't reflect, you just based the situation that you are right.I'm not heartless, i'm just sick of you trying to say that i'm putting the blame on you when you don't even think about the whole situation.There's always two sides to an issue.You could have came up to me and tell me what's wrong, or you could have just walked away and destroy this friendship just because you want me to think what i did wrong myself, which apparently you chose the latter.I know that in a friendship,we should give and take, but apparently i don't want to do so for this one because you don't even respect what i've gotta say to you and just based your thinkings that you are the right one and i'm obviously the one at fault.So, if thats the case, you can go on continue thinking that you are right,seriously.Only true friends tell you straight to the point ok.I'm telling you now, you are really immature.You can take this criticism or just think why would i say that.Two sides of the issue, choose one.Btw using the word" abandon" is so childish . I can talk to the people i want, you can to if you are willing to try and stop having the perception that i have to stick by you throughout the whole lesson.I'm still with you but you are just too childish to think that i can't talk to others.Think before you act.I've always thought you were someone who have your own rightful thinkings but this situation proved me deeply wrong.
Till now, i'm still questioning myself, did i do something wrong that night by leaving you alone for a while to settle my costume issues, or did i neglect you when i talk to others? Did we not helped each other during warm ups?Why did you waked away without hearing what i've gotta say?Was i insensitive to your feelings especially since at that moment you needed someone because you just broke off with your bf?
I questioned myself all this time because i CARE.Did you?Or were you just waiting for me to come say sorry?
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