and after a while when the pain stops.. i feel so numb.
i could cry even with my eyes close, tears would just flow..
as much as i refuse to admit..
i have certainly raised the white flag.
i can't do this anymore. i am utterly exhausted.
i remembered hearing this :" nobody can ever walk out of a relationship saying that he/she is ok..because ultimately they will not be".
at first i didn believe it, because i handled all my heartbreaks and relationships strongly, nonchalantly and just act as if nothing happened the day after.. now i finally understand how it feels like when one person can have so much influence on you..
i am afraid of this slightest idea, therefore i pretend that i don't miss you when i actually really do. Come home soon, ley is waiting.
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