LEYCEUTICAL

Don't Quit

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,

When the road your trudging seems uphill,

When the funds are low,and the debts are high,

And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down abit,

Rest if you must,but dont you quit.

Success is failure,turned inside out

The silver tint of clouds of doubt,

and you can never tell how close you are,

it may be near but it seems afar,

So stick to the fight when your hardest hit

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Its when things go wrong that

You musnt quit.

I cannot tell you how happy i was when i read the card you slot under my doorstep.I really tried to suppress all my emotions within these few weeks; even to the extend of being so pretentious in the way i act. Im becoming this person who keeps everything to herself and doesnt let her real feelings show. Its ugly i know; but i just realise some people we really cant trust.Yet, i can cry at this point of time knowing that im really at wits end towards all the negatives i have in hand.Its been so easy around in the past,now im exhausted. Really tired to run this mile. Even on the train, i kept thinking whats the point of even trying when things just dont go your way.
Charlene, im so glad your living so near to me. This world is cruel and harsh; without your encouragements, its really hard to go on.No matter how hard i cry, i have to wake up the next morning and go on with the usual routines hoping with every bit that it may turn out better.Still, it hasnt.
Im tired, never been this tired before.It shows.

Tell me how i can continue from here, cause for the very first time i do not know what i want anymore.