dog tagged

last night i dreamt that i crashed with my bike :( TMD

happy cause eh i finally got my vesper..

sad cause i was covered with blood and we were just talking about it seconds ago at bugis national library with dnjh.

HAHA

anw i really had a great talk, AH CHEW papaya fungus hashima and sesame paste, one good hour bus ride to sort my thoughts out

thanks my dope buddy. :>

because its sandra bullock material..

go watch this and you will get what i mean.

"When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could"

love for Vesper

Pudding~

this really really is damn sweet and cute :D haha and totally made my day better!! watch watch! :3

Macaroons, Fruit tarts, Projs

well.. only the projs were surreal..

the rest are just the eye feasting..nevertheless.. i really cant wait for tuesday :3

like finally (: ( sy and auddy!!!)

lousy

last week, i had this little random thought that surfaced.. wanted it badly to come true..

i wanted to badly fall sick and seriously damn ill those kind. > the best excuse to rest

been wondering why these few months, i have been enduring it pretty well..

oh and then suddenly the next day after having this thought,

my wish came true.

currently temperature check > 38.6.. my whole bin is filled with kleenex

tomorrow got club interview

then got facilities submission

then got facilities presentation

then got
then got...


then..


ahhh
i can't think anymore like literally every sentence i type in my report, i cant stop sneezing.
the irony is im doing on indoor air quality.

i really wished the IAQ here is so much better that my damn flu would go away.

3 days already? walao. longest ever can? :(


my nose damn red, reminds me of the pressure point you press when you can't control your emotions. HAHA :D

i could have cuddled in my blankets to slumber.. but no.. report REEEEPPOOORRRT.

OK BYE :(

bad timing

i dreamt that at the middle of the night, i kept coughing non stop, my nose were blocked from a really terrible flu and so were my ears..

only to wake up this morning realising its true, when i can't even hear my voice. :( wa thanks.

all these has gotta stop.

im really damn tired already.
:(

"Giving up doesn’t always mean you are weak; Sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go."

its like im getting used to it already..

im so not dependable

ok i gotta find back that strong girl that nothing in this crumbling piece of earth is gonna bring me down.

the one person in the past that differentiates

im going to find her back.

things been pretty bad this week, like fcking bad.

1. lost my thumbdrive with all my reports inside and the next day is the god damn interview
2.hotmail just zhua stun on me with javascript i cant retrieve the draft copies
3. its like my best was never enough even when i have already placed my 101%
4. once again, i got to see her true colours -_- like as if, she is really a know it all.spoiled my day, my mood and everything else. oh man, i really wish you luck in your bleak future.
5. heat rash is back
6. im officially moving house, like i dont even have a say in this. what's the point? i dont see it.
7. thought destination tutorial was at 12, but nope it was at 11. YEAH !! (Y)
7. - ( dont feel like talking bout it at all)

nevertheless, the two little miniature pups are feeding well ( one's white and the other has the same distinctive stripe at the back as his dad's)

and i officially hate school. period

or its either im jet lagged or something, i just threw everything aside one day, didn attend lessons and skipped the monday blues this week but the day gotten worse at night.

and another thing?
i officially hate raining days too.

right now, nothing bothers me at all. just gotta sleep it away and everything by dawn is gonna be ok.

i feel so god damn it aimless.
need to hunt for one.

im stronger when i feed on an aim.

shall find my prey now.

bye