I FEEL SO HAPPY FOR PARK BOM!! (:

hahas after finally going through auditions and umpteen failures, she finally debute in 2NE1 after co-starring in Lee Hyori's Anystar.
Love her voice ( not typical cutesy,another gb material kind of vocal )

Whilst filing in my lectures for the second week of school, i realised that i am this close____ to suffering from depression before next fall march comes.

hahas tell me about it when march or april comes, i may not even be around to feel anything else.
:')

somethings should be left unsaid.
anyway stop asking me if the previous post is written by me...yes it's written by none other than MOI.

I just felt that i needed to write it, not surprising the sudden change of blogging.

the most beautiful thing that caught my eye today was standing outside the glass doors of a bridal shop looking at this "bride to be" fitting her gown.

That smile on her face, unforgettable.

I need my slumber.
and i love yew. (:

Thanks for being there when i needed you the most.
Cherish whatever time we have left <3

Yesterday, it was the first time i felt excruciating pain. Losing protection again and again has made me finally realised it's time to face the truth. Nothing that i have ever voiced out deserves to be reckon with. I found that comfort in our silence when you just pulled me in and i cried, i felt your tears falling on my arms and you never gave up even if i locked 80 doors on you. You know what's truly going on, you know what we are in for, i am so sorry for always fencing you out. i will never bother what others look upon, dwell upon or judged upon because nothing matters so long as i know how i am going to deal with it. This one's got me. There is every little chance that i can do or try baby, i won't give up for us. Love while we can.

This semester's aint gonna be easy.

alot's going on recently.. none's comparable to one.

i'm really exhausted.

this is love..

No strings Attached..

In one harajuku morning, where petals of cherry sakuras danced in swirls one after another... sitting at the heart of a hundred acre tree, punctuations after another, the comma, the full stop, the "!" which eventually led to a "?", everything was held flamboyantly at the end of each sentences..

Hands warmed in her fuchsia woolen gloves, Elicia settled with the 7th chapter from " the history of love". Deep in thought, a fuzzy tingle received from the autumn breeze broke the comforting silence. Traces of thoughts were swept across like the petals that have fallen gracefully. A beauty personified.

A small bulge could be felt from the pockets of her Zara coat.Her gloves that were left wrinkled when taken off was a queer gesture that she had sworn " Dejavu" would have been it for the umpteen times. An unbreakable habit. Sugar Sachets. Ha. "What else could have been it..", as she chuckles silently to this moment of sweet reminisce. Evidently, she drop the last two sachets to a cookie jar. Picky to this particular secret, it was brown sugar as only the closest one would have ever known. The unspoken would embark on a discovery for centuries if they would have never bothered to ask.

Giving the jar a little shake, the sachets tumbled and fell into place. Starbucks, Gloria Jeans, the small granular ones from the latte cafe across the street, anonymous wrappers that were randomly collected on "rainy" days; they were memories of hers. A closure that she only knew. "No strings attached" was the only way she would ever depict life. Deep in superficiality, sweetener could never ever replaced these old condiments.

How she would always enter perfume shops and grab a tester strip just to bookmark her books,she placed ' love etc" strip at page 36 and proceed to tear the corners of one sugar sachet. Vanilla Latte, simply furnished with a thick froth of luxurious foam would be soon identified. Granulas fell from the torn corners on to the froth, resembling snowflakes on a white Russian Christmas.

One deep sip, and she turn to the back of the sachet wrapper....

even though the wrapper didn said so... she proceed to say:

" this one taste just like... love."

Bittersweet.


She scribbled on the wrapper and left it under the tree. Moments after, fists clutched tightly to her baggage, departed to catch a flight of no return at the airport.




Ps: " should you ever travel around the world, bring me one sugar sachet from any cafe you stop by.. let it remind you of me.. for that instant..something that had no meaning could be brought to life . All it takes is just one packet of brown sugar.. and you will know how deep my footprints have left themselves when we crossed paths for the very first and last time"

Love, Elicia..

__________________

A secret revealed.

Sy, this is for you. hahas i finally wrote it after much thoughts at the terminal.

Thanks for making my day better. Hope you like this story that i dedicated to you and to all my friends and lovers around me.

小时候，妈妈常说不要吃太多糖。。由此是考试的时候。。因为糖原本就能让一个人失忆。。


i guess thats the reason why i never listened.

lights off

Punctuations

? ! , .


Which one do you like most..

and the only hawtest person ever..

I HEART TAEYANG!!!!

of course TOP is second (:

shaun evaristo and lyle beniga!

your dancers.

This mv's too dope for the day.

You are currently staring at the cutest creature on earth. (:

okok! at least to me..if you are not a cat lover.. then this is really not for you.

Have always wanted a black cat and a white cat with blue eyes ( after kupo)..
They make quite a pair.

27th Oct- Comm Based Performance
6th Nov- SP concert
13 Nov- Dreams production


Time to hit the books (:

This Blog should be rated everytime i am upset ! hahas (: No reading for under 16 or your children will most likely wear thick eyeliners, black nail polish, jet black hair and have haircuts that barely show the edge of their faces -_-

Ok :( Nvm, i know leycia deserves to be slapped so hard. hahas! But the day when leycia is not sad, that doesn make her, her already right??? Finding excuses all over her trunk. hahas (: I am so determine to read finish the current book but my schedule permits me to and financial crisis :( Need to start saving. Ok i have a saving plan which means BENTO!!! (: hahas! I love those Bento Days! BTP!!! YOU CAN BE called " BENTO PARTNER" also. hahas

Anw, i just wanna shower everyone with " thank yous" confetti. (: Heh I didn see it coming seriously. Shock of my life ._. Thank you BTP, Lav, Suria, Keiths, Kev, Ayo! and most importantly my superman which told me he was on "OFFDAY" yesterday. I thought you pang kang??? huh? Why suddenly come out with your red undies and save the day???! (: lol I love every gift that was in the bag, the balloon, Scrump!!, shutter shades, notebook with the awesome doodles in the world,Candies, Black forest Cake that made my morning wish came true when i blew the candles, the presence of everyone, the treat of the meal at manpuku and your choreo to our song you danced to made me teared at marina barrage.


I used to always say :" dont be so nice to me, or we will fall so deeply and just hurt ourselves when departure arrives" and i said it again last night but this time i realise i wanted you to be there more than anyone else. Nothing is complete when you are not around. It took me quite long to realise that, just denying this fact all the while. But im going to try this thing called" sharing" with you. Because you give me great advices, you give me great patience in explaining how you feel about my problems with your problems in the past and sometimes you just listen and i would watch you telling me how that person might have felt about it. My best present is you. I thank life for meeting you because it made me start on a learning journey. Lets learn from each other yew! I know next week is gonna be a hectic week again, please take care of yourself and i promise that i will take care of myself just so you will see a healthy me and you will not have to worry. (: Stay strong cause our love is.

Happy 19th Birthday To Me. Nothing of this would have been perfect without anyone of you. so A million thanks to turn my :( right around (:

PS: Thanks for all the facebook wishes!!!! <3

誕生日おめでとう

this is how i feel now..

if you can't contact me, dont be surprise or alarmed.

Happy First Month!! Dear <3

So much to be felt ..
The simple moments in this journey can never be replaced with any word in the English dictionary.


Once upon a time, the invisible boy who have never thought that 20th sept 2009 would be an amazing start to a chapter met a girl whose life was about to change.

私があなたのために。いかに感じるか決して記述することができない単語.

愛する

Probably one of the sweetest moments we captured at "catch a crab". A picture tells a thousand words..