Had my first Reggae lesson yesterday.
It was %$#@!#%$#@#$%# awesome.Spin it Win it (:
Although the atmosphere was really weird man.I guess thats how it is when you start off with everything at first.

Then headed down to Studio.I was exhausted to the max already.Like yesterday could be known as "dance overload" for me.Severe danger of collapsing during god knows what, Willy had to do KRUMPING yesterday.K.R.U.M.P., an acronym for Kingdom Radically Uplifted Mighty Praise, presenting krumping as a faith-based artform.It is characterized by free, expressive, and highly energetic moves and is a major part of the hip hop dance culture.Just so some of you wanna know whats Krump all about.
Great way of releasing anger. But i wasn't angry yesterday i was too tired to Krump la. Walan, i was already half peng san already still need to put force in my movements.

On a normal day, i would so tell you I LOVE WILLY for doing KRUMPING.Because all this while i wanted to learn but not yesterday.Then best of all, Street Jazz.Another great class I've been yearning for and I'm not giving my 101 cause I'm too tired.Thanks man.Somehow when my body gets better,I'm gonna venture into Breaking once again.

-Jap Curry Rice at Wheelock tmrow with Carolyn.I miss her like ferrari-loads.
-Modern Practice on the 25th CANT WAIT (: !!!!!

heres where i collapse and say bye,suckeroos.

Things are going wrong. I shouldn't avoid it.Instead i should be facing it and become stronger.If such failures are bringing my passion down, i might as well don't have a passion to even begin with. Everything has a beginning and an end.Its just a matter of time.I should make it last.Even though honestly, Ive never been so disappointed in myself in my whole life; I'm sure i can get through this myself.This month, I'm training self discipline.Something i need, to get myself through everything without affecting others.You know i think i can live very well on my own.Don't question me for the reason of being so strong. Its just Me and whatever thats happening for the past few months.Since I've chosen this route, i should be responsible for everything.

Got into Modern but not... hahas i think god is trying to play tricks with me.Not like I'm not used to it, how the hell did i get into something I'm not even familiar with and did not land up with something I'm familiar with. ???? A blessing in disguise? Maybe he wants me to learn something I'm not good at. :/ I have no idea.But i will put some trust in him.

From now on, i will take things easy.Well like what someone says, the only way to counter is to make work look effortless. (:

Happy things to look forward to: 29th June Nas Tapestry (I miss you juniours like 3293874651624 times) Put up a good show, Bring the Grease Baby! (:
18th June: 2K04 Class Chalet !! Woohoo! Bonding :D

Teaching is another form of learning and sharing.I wanna teach something i love hence i will help out as much as i can for the tapestry on the 29th June (: Cant wait. I have no idea why but the moment i see a wonderful performance, i would be very happy for the whole crew on stage.Thats just cause i understand the hardship and effort put in that certain audiences don't see.

Modern and Hip hop Audition.Final results on Friday.His face was like a "half yes half no how should i know go find out yourself " expression. :/ Beats me but since Ive already chosen to do something, i should be responsible and commit to it.

Even I'm amazed how a perfect day can be ruined just like that.I really wanna thank a person who's been there for me, the ups and downs and whenever i need her she will come all the way from marine parade to Changi just to hear to my troubles.You know who you are. :D Love you (:

Ive come to realise i do not need a huge circle of friends. I just need a handful or maybe even one to just know how i feel and to listen to my failures and achievements.There will never be deceptions or lies or even jealousy between the both of us. We will be happy for each other if we succeed in whatever we do.It takes a long mile to keep those friends close to us.Some may leave memories and create new ones while others just walk away after giving us memories.While the rest are those that you do not contact for long however still never seem to be able to drift away from.Perfection is impossible.That's when we learn to realise to forgive and forget.Its not as if you can talk things out with any friends when things go wrong. Some keep grudges while others judge.We are only humans i guess, we fault and when we do; not many are willing to forgive.I admire those that admit their faults and learn from their mistakes and seek forgiveness. It takes a lot of courage to admit a fault compared to lying our way out.

The friends i would really wanna keep:

Shiyun,Audrey,Carolyn,Samantha,Derrick,Ryan,Weiliang,Winnie,Joyce,
Jessica,Shermin,Charlene,Charmaine and Hafiz.
Hope you guys see this, i really treasure our friendship be it short or long (: Seriously hope time will not drift us away.

THE BIG GROOVE :D with Joyce ,Winnie and the DOPE WRECKING CREW all the way from Japan. It was really an eye-opener for me even as a dancer off that stage.Two nights consecutively, I've learned a lot .Its a two way communication.The dancers feed on the audience response and the audiences' cheers keeps up the motivation level for the dancers on stage.Its the adrenaline rush that keeps the vibe and soul. Its really hard to keep up with the energy level all throughout and thats precisely why i was so blown off by the Wrecking Crew Orchestra.If you were there, you would have put up the dope hand sign and bow down totally.They deserved Championship just like how Winnanie said:" The Unbeatables! "I totally agree with you woman! I'm glad you enjoyed yourself at the concert! There was this Japanese who started dancing when he was 3.His locking is damn hahas "aiseh".Cant wait for TBG 2009 and Wu recital next year if they were to continue (: I wanna learn every moment, i wanna improve, i wanna perfect what I've got now, I wanna be humble.I want to explore even deeper to the Dance World :D but i shall wait because i wanna enjoy every moment of it on my way. Next stop: Locking (:
p.s:Photos sucks cause we didn't really got good seats.Shall get it when O school have uploaded (:

Eunice Olsen (Guest-Of -Honour) Pretty prettaye!!! :D

UGLAY UGLAY UGLAY but thats what crazy wacky faces are suppose to be (:




Ciao (:

Pop! Six! Squish! Uh Uh (squeezing necklace) Cicero (smoke puffs) Lipschitz!



Headed for some sweet gathering at Samm's house with her neighbors from Australia and India (was i right? ) before we headed for Wu recital! Totally felt welcomed and not awkward at all. Claire's Fried prawns with tartar sauce *yum yum *




DOPE DOPE DOPE DOPE ((:

Last night; i had a blast. I'm going to remember this concert for a long long time.Farah's Chicago item was HOTNESS,Bryan's Cocaine hahas!,Michael's Popping blown me off, Wacking cracked me up, Ishi's item melt my heart,Choonhui' s item was so adorable and Glady with her La Fuse :D Sexaye and NRA NRA NRA NRA omgftw fff DOPE :D I really had an awesome time.I was so happy for everyone when they got on stage.For a moment, i felt that the stage would be where i wanna belong for the rest of my life.Its been a long long time ever since i had a heart racing moment before i got on stage.The adrenaline rush. the lights and the cheers of the audience.Its an unforgettable experience.I'm so glad that these people put up a great show after many many months of sweat and effort.I'm happy for bro too!Stop being so insecure about your performance. You were great (: You gave your 101, i could see.

Tonight's Big GROOVE is going to blow me away too. Monday is going to be a stepping stone in my dance life.I cant wait for my turn to be on that stage.I know i will give it my all.

Photography wasn't allowed but i will get the photos from Studio Wu when its done.
Awesome week i must say.Oh crap im thinking of taking the 4th CDS hahah theater!!! See how (:







This is it, i wanna be a dancer for as long as i can.


Heard this song from that Mr Jigou Li's Phone.I dunneed your ringtone lor!:D

F rude awakening this morning; I've been very understanding lately but the constant banging and closing of the doors are really getting on my nerves.Fck.I hate the "cant get back to sleep" kind of feeling.

Last night; went down to E.c.p with Weiliang and Ryan for a scrumptious spread of food. Those that I've not eaten for ages like the Sambal chilly stingray,Barbecued Spicy Sotong,Chicken Satay from my fav Satay man,BBQ chicken wings and Roti John! But the Roti john really cannot fight with the one i had at a hawkercentre near the botanical gardens and Glen eagles hospital where i was born :D Heard that the place is not there anymore :/ If anyone of you knows which stall I'm referring to please tell me where they've gone alright (: I was like effing bloated hahas but happy cause of the great company.Couldn't really eat well these few days.Those wasted food :/ Like i couldn't even finish Biz Park Hor Fun, My stomach's pathetic.

Then headed down to Kallang Bridge there to slack.I could see Maybank, and all the other tall buildings.For a moment i remembered the "Leap Years" Movie where Wong Lilin had Paper planes flew down that building.F lame i know :/ AND we had my fav Solero cheapo ice cream after that! hahas I love these simple simple things.Rina came to join us for a while.We had an unexpected company last night (: Ryan, you must have love that stray cat huh? Would have brought it home if i was you :D Its so tame unlike some MR Ji Gou Li! tsk tsk

Then a long drive home in Ryan's car.I sleep best when I'm safe.I seldom doze off when I'm outside or anywhere.Apparently i slept at the back of Ryan's car last night.Was really too tired.
Thanks you guys for sending me all the way home and for the Dinner treat and company.If only we could go back to Shanghai again...

Next dinner outing>> CHOMP CHOMP :D
Tonight is the recital. I can't wait.

Graffiti,Tuesday with Waffles at Gelare, and one good buddy for me to talk crap,drink soya bean;talk more crap and wait for bus 9 to miss then wait for bus 5 to come and go; then board the bus finally when both arrives :D so we can talk more crap.

I love holidays.I love the idea of how i can sleep peacefully without the annoying alarm clock that wont seem to go away ever.I love how i can just dance without even worrying that i have a heck load of things undone at home.I love the self-time(grab a horror movie and slack at home or just read a good book like Yakuza Moon under my blankets) that i will never get when school reopens.

Yeah, I'm in love with Graffiti art. Its the Street Festival now.From PS today, i saw breakers doing their head spins and at scape i saw a band doing a live recording.My idea of street is the freedom of expressing art without any restrictions.I love the idea of how people can describe themselves freely without having to comply to certain restrictions.The idea of genuine is there.
These graffiti ain't the best I've seen but its Kudos to the locals for such creativity.Ain't very satisfied with the photos today cause its took with flash since it was at night.

Ive got 3 weeks to do whatever i want. Add value to my life, or maybe just let nature takes its course.Whatever it is, i will cherish every minute of it.


no prize for guessing that i chose apple yoghurt crunch.Look at the black and white gooey thing ewww.. :X





















Oh and in the name of Joyce, i shall do this (:

Game rules:

A. People who have been tagged must write their
answers on their blogs and replace any question they
dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by.
You cannot tag the person who tagged you.
Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.


1. Money or Friendship?
Depends on my mood for that day :X hahas of course its money.This world is realistic.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To become a great dancer 7 years down the road and travel to places to choreograph and perform.

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
My man with the uber HOT back view standing at the end of that Maldives beach waiting for me with all my friends and families waiting for me to say:" I do".

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
like 2.39847032645293874593 times DUH?

5. What's your ideal lover like?
He must have that HOT BACK LA.hes bringing SEXY BACK yeah~
Most of all he must be mature and understanding towards me.Gorgeous eyes,that one is a plus point.

6. which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
I shall be a man on this.Loving someone else.I think that way round, you will truly understand what love is.

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
No,time waits for no man. Love is never weak.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Friends are forever.Be his friend? then maybe he might dump his gf for me?? *innocent eyes*

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
Heck lots. But theres things that made up for it.

10. If you were given a large sum of money, what would you want to do with it?
Half for my family, the other half to travel round the world.Learning shouldn't be only in classrooms.More Dance in Japan ,Switzerland and in the States with great choreographers.


11. what would you do, if u feel someone doesnt like you?
Clear things out.There maybe certain misunderstandings.But if that person is like wtf damn DAO, forget it.

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
Simple.Slap her.hahas no la, ask her why!

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
I'm really lost on this one due to recent events.

14. What kind of person do you think I am?
Joyce is the LOUDEST and Chorlor girl I've ever met. :D

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Single and rich.You have the Money you need no Honey.

16. What are the 3 most important things in your life?
Dance Family Friends

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Impossible.I can never commit even if i really love the person.

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
none. (: Save the trouble.

19. What type of friends do you like?
Friends that are always there for me to listen to my problems.They don't have to say a word but they know exactly how to console me.Not those that forget about their friends when they have Boyfriends!

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
GOTCHA! ;D

Can i not tag others? hahas i don't have so many friends who blogs.Charlene? :D You can tag 8 other people on my behalf <3

im currently waiting for that si ren derrick to call me hahas.
GUYS ARE ALWAYS LATE. tsk tsk tsk lol (:

anw liting is super happy last night till she gets insomnia. but its worth it.

This month of june; im going to repay kindness.
That's just cause second chances dont come round that easily and i know its so hard to want something but you just screw it up. This time im gonna give it all.This i promise to myself.Keiths call me last night bout the last audition for hip hop and modern.Words cant describe how happy i was.After i hung up; i was jumping up and down on my bed.

Then weeks earlier on, when i was so disappointed about my elective selection for certain reasons.After multiple consultations with Mr Desmond Lim, he still insist its a one-for-one exchange.I guess no one wants cultural so much.But certainly its not bout the elective i wanted to change about.Then, like after 2 weeks, Sh changed his elective with me. I got into Culinary.I cant believe my multiple second chances that are granted to me.

Some one's looking after me.

im gonna make it. Trust me. i will put in my best effort.

I'm effing bored :/ why in the frikkin hell would tourism and leisure recreation cross the lines of accounting man.Fck.I hate it; i almost skipped that paper for O's.So i was like practically surfing through the net and i found like every girl's dream place to shop at;Henri Bendels. Hey, I'm actually liking to be a girl hahas :X I'm like suppose to be macho man .Ok its like a dream place to shop cause its fcking ex i swear. But well we could hope,I'm surprisingly optimistic.Must be the accountings $#%$#@#% .If i was rich enough, i'd totally choose Bendels over Juicy Couture thats cause at least the colour variations are not over pinky *Bleargh*

check out the website for more details

http://www.henribendel.com


Bendels is familiar;heard it at Gossip Girl havent you? *winks*