HAPPY HAPPY :D
MARGARITA MISSION successfully accomplished.

I made my very first alcoholic ice cream YEAH !

We go together...

WE GO TOGETHER LIKE....

We go together like
rama lama lama
ke ding a de dinga a dong
remembered for ever like
shoo bop shoo wadda wadda yipitty boom de boom... :D

Grease was alright hahas! but it was great seeing the juniors again on stage.A great sense of nostalgia hit me when i saw them performing. Brings back sweet memories.Didn't stayed on for long cause yeah i don't dig Chinese orchestra music and dr, samm and i was effing hungry :/





So WARAKU pasta we went (: After the long tedious hours of doing APEL on juvenile delinquents, i finally deserved a proper meal :D I'm addicted to Apple Vinegar yum yum!
Cod roe spicy pasta was mine, Katsu curry was Dr's and Spicy soft shell crab meat was Samm's.





After like a wholesome dinner and so forth, i went over to Dr's place to .......... Hahas WHAT YOU THINKING. See HIS DOG (: Gabby .Shes so adorable. Maltese plus beacon mix?? But its damn cute. Congratulations on your new family member i'm sure you will take great care of it. Must bring her out for walks with me too !!! I want to be her God mother TYVM( the bigger bitch ) hahhas!

I'm going to make that margarita ice cream tmrow. Shall post that up. Super excited. hahas First time making an alcoholic ice cream. Hope it turns out alright.

Accounting tutorials at 9 am at TAS and i haven't even do the fcking tutorial. Screw my participation marks man.And oh yes, its finally raining. I heart RAINING DAYS! HATE THE SUN.Someone please shoot the sun down. Ciao (:

Pics PICS :D

OH SAMMY, RETARDS'R US !

YONG CHEE FOON .. LONG TIME NO SEE













GABBY !! :D

STARTING OFF WITH :

You Are Karamel Sutra

Plain on the outside, but once someone gets in, they're stuck

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

HAHAS what Karamel Sutra. I bet that flavour's not even available in SG.
TRAINING yesterday was good.OUR performance shirt is like shocking Green :D YEAH~ hahas at least thats what Rahim said.

Oh ya, back to how demoralised and embarrassed i was when we were suppose to dance in front of the seniors.Forget steps , no emotions and completely blank out. I think in this item, i'm like the weakest of them all :/ And i still bravely write down my name on both YX and Fng's Item.

Yx: "Actually you don't see them like got seh, when they came in they were just as normal as anyone. But its something they've got that Gin saw in audition and its growing every now and then after performances and practices."

BRUSH UP BUCK UP!
SUPPER was good i guess. At least gotta mix around a bit and know more of them.i hate to say this, but i'm actually kinda missing Bryan's lesson :/ OEMMGEE.I shall go tmrow for the very last time :/ MTV and Freestyle HipHop!! I Miss Like Mad. Sian

Shall not stick to the status quo but breakthrough.At least all Presentations are finally OVER :D Say hello to tests :/%$#@#$% I think i want to cherish my days at Sentosa no matter how much i complain about the transportation. I want to cherish all my friends now so that i will not regret when i go back to TP with a brand new class again :(


Where the hell was i looking hahhas :D



BRITNEY yes i know. But its the song i'm paying attention to hahahs (:
Its been a while since i last touched Hip Hop. Like a part of me is missing. :(

METAMORPHOSIS ; met·a·mor·pho·sis

Severe symptoms of dozing off while standing.I've never been so tired my whole life.Gosh hahahs :D But deep down, I'm happy.Thats just cause i received a belated concern and an offline msg. Simple gestures but much concerns :D With my utmost appreciation,Ty so much. Keeps me motivated to do the things i love and the things i don't.Oh yes, Happy Birthday Olivia!! :D Sorry you had ta spent your miserable 17th bday at studio :/

now,wait let me take a deep breath,ok here goes:

I PASSED ACCOUNTINGS!!! :DD 30 1/2 /40

wtf... SOME PAPER I ACTUALLY INTEND TO SKIP FOR O LEVEL.HAHAS!Many did so much better but im really happy for such a good start.Give me the Balance sheet Babeh!

Tsk! Theres this very unfamiliar voice that is growing in me each day.Its getting so loud, its getting out of control.

Attraction Mgt is saturating my Brains.Its finally subsided, that whirling tornado i've been tolerating with for 6 hours in a tense and stiff atmosphere. This is where i head to the blender for more brain juice. TYVM

When Bus etq is down tmrow , i'm going for a 5 hours crash course of VIBES/Dreams in that little "ventilated" studio back in TP till 11 pm. Determination and Improvement are the words to describe how i felt about Ryan's Modern class yesterday.Techniques, work on it. Cinead , spot it. Ankles, please don't fail me.Crunches, give me the abs.Isolations, lock it.Discipline, diminish all my pain in my elbows and stomach and don't whine over stretches.Push-ups, Muscles thanks.

I'm going to forcefully train on my splits and achieve it till the end of this year.Thats all for now, i can't wait ta meet all my darlings this Sunday. * Smucks *

Shoutout: Does anyone knows where i can get black ballet shoes?? Please tell me ty :D

Let me leave you with this video, Nigella never fails to entertain me. Calm, serene and Indulging. The only Margarita Ice cream

Shes one fine example of looking at someone who loves what she do.

I don't like this "day before school reopens" feeling.I would stay so late till mid-night just to wait for the last day to be officially over.I hate projects.I really do i hate the way it makes people selfish,i hate the way it makes people lazy, i hate the way it makes people ugly.

I'm tired.Thats it.I'm so tired of these fcking projects. Why spent 1/3 of our life studying.Studying to become selfish souls?Mummy always say this:" Study so much for what?" I can't help but agree.


At the end of the day, its still all about Money.If i can exchange, i wouldn't study.I would do something i love in exchange of studying for 1/3 of my life.I'm still thinking, I'm still in suspense.Should i ??? or should i not. I'm scared but if i really go ahead with it, i would be so happy and brave.To sing or not to sing? :/ People must be thinking i'm joking hahas apparently i'm not.I'm always imagining this; On stage, you shine. When you shine, people see the glow and they wanna shine with you because they can see how much you love what you are doing.That is the moment that i want (: Something i can relate to ,to people around me. I've seen someone who lived his dream for 10 years of his life but still didn't make it.Not everyone make it when they start out on this path.Its so hard to be in the entertainment industry.A pack of lies.

Love this song.

Lights out.

" I hate Jelly. Its a food with no point. Like life. You eat it, taste a linger or hint of flavour and you keep eating it trying to catch that flavour and savour it. But it never comes, and all you keep tasting are hints."

"I hate time.Its moves so fast when you need it and so slow when you don't."

Someone said to bring life into life,lest it turns into a burden.
Foolish i say,but I'm willing to be.

Others said, "You must have changed L, because i see a drastic change in you.Thats how major the damage was."

Bits and pieces , but i will never collect them back ever again.


6 months now...

Clearly, i have served my sentence for these 6 months. I let go of him, you came along shortly and let go of me for her. It's bout time you serve yours. And no dearie, I'm not a vengeful lady.Its just the way it works.On the other hand,thanks anyway, you've sort of saved me from a lot of things.From how i started learning to dance to forget everything to my very first performance on stage, i must have learned so much on the way.Why this post now? Because I'm not someone who forgets certain things easily like how you can forget everything.

Funny how it works when i heard that we are doing this song for VIBES.Let me dedicate it to you and to all the certain moments we had. Now its all done for me.I'm so relieved.If theres anything i would wanna ask for, just don't let me see you ever again.

EXHAUSTED BEYOND WORDS

I WANNA COMPLAIN LIKE A SINGAPOREAN NOW.

My biceps are aching.My inner muscle at my thigh is most likely overstretched.I have like motherfucking so many blueblacks on my knees. I can't sit on my toilet bowl cause my thigh muscles are damn "SUAN".Next week, Dance Practice for almost 3/4 of the week, with presentations and tests all coming up.I think im gonna break down.I eat less than a meal a day.This is madness.

Yeah heres the question; to regret or not to regret.Honestly, i've never felt so happy.My very first Modern performance in VIBES.I'm gonna give my best and stop fooling around. Jap is killing me.Some people don't understand the stress i'm going through unless you are me or you are mostly likely going through the same things with me. So shut up if you don't know and don't give me the "who ask you to be a dancer?".I don't expect you to know how stress i am because you dumbfuck will never understand.It's my business to be stress.None of Yours.I can handle it so shut your gap.

Katsu Curry with my lovely Tanu (: LOVE HER TO BITS :D Finally, i satisfied my craving since last week!

Over due pics.Kk, im going for my class BBQ now.Peng kan OEI.

Bye heavy fringe. I'm snipping you off tmrow (: Back ta short fringe days :X



O damn well im in love with modern.Cinead turns babeh! ciao.


Ps: i recommend this! Super damn nice to watch. YOO HANA is damn pretty (: LZY is handsome :D





SHOUT OUT: Girls when are we going K BOX to hear Cindy's zao sia voice?? ;)