"One day, you’re going to wake up and realize how special she is and when that day comes,she’ll be waking up next to the guy who already knew.."

It's my life, it's now or never

1st sept-Accounts test 20%
2nd sept- Econs test 15%
16th sept-Marketing Principles Test 20%
17th sept- accounts individual assignment 25%
20th sept- student week showcase dreamwerkz
somewhere around there- Vetting for recital
1st Oct- Test 2 Econs 15%
14th Oct-Group Assignment 30%
Loads of vetting and every friday trainings for Danzation collabo
Exam period- October 25th- November 9th ( Final exams) 70%
*loads of rehearsal , full dress rehearsal for recital
costume finding, sourcing
20th november 21st november- o school recital( 3 shows)
*still debating if i should join the chingay thing*
DECEMBER danzation training till january.

and my 2010 is all planned till 2011


welcome to my double life (:

and my perfect excuse for all these :

how selfless can one person be? to what extent?

the reckless-zombie

When I say, “I love you”, it’s not because I want you or because I can’t have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I’ve seen your kindness and strength. I’ve seen the best and worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what and who you are.


so dont say you love a person until you really do.

here for you

My sweet french escape

The French Stall

So anyway i just came back from a french restaurant at serangoon! hurhur east side girl finally explored the west hee ._. i know. like a suaku chiku.

so anyway its my very first time trying escargot. The thought of it in my mouth at first freaked me out! ._. omg hahaha but its actually really nice, taste like squid to me though ..like those oyster/squid kinda texture and taste. Garlic bread is yum! But most probably my best take away of the night has gotta be this.



They say no meal is complete without a dessert to taste. And this tiramisu is by far the dopest i tried. Ok so you must be like ( she's rambling non stop but not telling me where is the little serangoon french restaurant) hahaha! ok here it is!!

its called the French stall! at 544 Serangoon Road, 218166
Tel: 62993544

http://www.thefrenchstall.com.sg/
webbie intro is super cute. love the snail. (:

they have another one at macpherson!! weet weet.


i had a really great night taday catching up with godma.
alright lbf is on his way to study with me. goodie two shoes. Shall spamm him a.cs questions.

bye lovely peops

Confessions

ok so it's 11:51 and im sitting here with my cereal just that the MILK from the fridge always goes missing. I have a big pussy fat cat at home that always steal the MILK. What's cereal without milk huh?! ok i was kidding. Obviously, there are many milk lovers in the house. So right now, i replaced milk with milo. Sweet max ._.

Alright, this week has been pretty mundane but yet hectic. I gotta start updating my life like this, reading back how i used to write was amazingly genuine, this is blogger not a tumblr, if not i would have already just kept posting pictures and let them do the talking but nope. im gonna write (:

Last week we had our first recital training with eve. And to search for dance in the whole wide world theme was awesome. We chose LONDON (: weee! im gonna be one of those military punks that you know no matter how you go up to them "smile and poke smile and poke" and they just give you a blank expression. But when they start doing their salutation and marching thang, thats when they fire it up!!! hee can't wait to learn finish the whole choreo. One thing that's not cool is vetting is near my birthday and recital is on my final exams week. OMG. why do they ALWAYS CLASH HUH! ._. deadfish i am.

SO SO, im actually kinda a happy girl nowadays other than mugging for my econs and accounts paper, ive been really in a dreamy state mood just picturing everything falling into its place with me taking them down one by one. Not so bad after all. Just hope that this feeling will stay strong till next week. I really wanna just go near to the shore and just throw pebbles, shout some senseless words that will dissolve in the big ocean knowing that my heart is emptied, would definitely get me some revelation. Things between me and the world is spinning in my universe.

I gotta say i really admire the way my mum just wake up in the wee mornings just to send my bro to NS camp then do her marketing, come back and cook for the whole family lunch then head to work. To me that's like a EXHAUSTING max vicious cycle. There are always lovely notes left on the table that i wake up to. For e.g this one here ( below) states everything that she cooked today. Focus on the "EAT" and " SWITCH OF THE IRON". hahaha tells alot about how much she knows me.


alright the printer says its time to go bathe and prepare hahahah, cause i just printed 60 over pages of lecture notes and it just jammed, means i have to go fix another mess i created. If you'r reading this, this is how i roll in my mornings lately. And yes feeding mealworms( dead fried ones of course) to my hamsters ( they eat it like they are pocky! ._. no kid). alright i guess thats a short update of "i don't know what" that's going on in my life. Need to organise my stuff. No more messy.

alright! have a great brunch if you'r here and just strolling around cause im off now.
tata~

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HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY SY!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SY! (: i cant express in words how much i actually appreciate that i met you. From secondary one till now. Really amazing 8 years friendship we have till now. Yes we are gonna be friends for a century, you century egghead. (: I would never trade anything for it. We are gonna say " happy birthday!" to each other in so many years to come till my teeth are chapped and my bones are brittle, we would still be sitting on grass patches talking about everything under the sun with audd. I really thank life to have met both of you.We've been through a hell way too much to drift apart cause you girls are indeed my FAIR.ME.LEE! (: Have a great 20th and i will pass you your present soon. *hugs*

so cute (: i want a CHOW CHOW! Emo dog with stubby toes and BOOMZ FUR.

consumption

oh you really have no idea how i feel right now. This feeling is consuming me. They say there are things that you can share with certain people, this belongs to those things that you know you can tell no one because even if they knew, they cant give you the right advice. Its like a guilt of fire, an outbreak at my hearts' doorstep engulfing me. Jump over or not. I dont wanna extinguish it. Sooner or later, i'd have to.

driving me insane

feeling really weary. not physically but in all aspects up in my head.

下雨天·

Plunge

"this month is going to be a roller coaster ride, those you know you gotta grip tight and just shout at the back of your lungs. here we go...."

24/7

I'm your superwoman around the block, around the neighbourhood..


till you say " time's up"

beastly

its like beauty and the beast

when they say its what underneath that matters, it touched me.

change is good, i dont really care what the others are gonna say bout her change, cause apparently every song, there is always "her" in it. some may not see it but i do. that's the BoA. i respect.

i got into recital. i didn got in once. but i got in now. improvement? i wanna discover more, cherish more, and just made it really worth while. for what's worth, im really happy the way things are now, despite little pricks here and there, my heart is as sea blue green as it is. calm and serene.

i find it hard to open up to people who wants to know what's going on. it means losing another set of keys, and breaking another lock. too much damage. recently, too much been going on, YOG is really draining and yew's enlistment is drawing near. I havent decided what mood to have when i sit on the ferry but i will most definitely witness him embarking on the next cycle or rather journey of his life. i hope he learns something in army,cause serving the nation makes me feel really proud of my boyfriend.

i tried out for audtion at DWZ, school dance. Results is this wednesday. Yew said, they are looking for dancers to collabo in danzation. i really tried to just chill and feel the music so i would get in. And when its danzation, i hope you would perform for your crew class item and me collabo so for very once we would share the same stage. wednesday. cant wait to know the results (:

ive thought of it. A women is most beautiful when she believes in what she does and feels happy about what she believes in.
i want to be beautiful that way. cause i cant feel beautiful nowadays outer layers.

Slumber has been fluffified recently with scrump. (:
AND IM thankful of friends recently.
a few bunch. gotta know how contented i am. but wont show it.

gastrictis

this time for real, it feels like every 3 seconds someone takes a small fist and punch my insides then hold it right there like an ice cream scoop, scoops out a part where it hurts. every 3 seconds, cringe. if its gastric ulcer and it bleeds, i think its time for treatment cause each time i eat, i feel the food goes down and then when it reaches the middle part between of my ribcage,it hurts even worse. :(

wat am i to do.