I FEEL SO HAPPY FOR PARK BOM!! (:

hahas after finally going through auditions and umpteen failures, she finally debute in 2NE1 after co-starring in Lee Hyori's Anystar.
Love her voice ( not typical cutesy,another gb material kind of vocal )

Whilst filing in my lectures for the second week of school, i realised that i am this close____ to suffering from depression before next fall march comes.

hahas tell me about it when march or april comes, i may not even be around to feel anything else.
:')

somethings should be left unsaid.
anyway stop asking me if the previous post is written by me...yes it's written by none other than MOI.

I just felt that i needed to write it, not surprising the sudden change of blogging.

the most beautiful thing that caught my eye today was standing outside the glass doors of a bridal shop looking at this "bride to be" fitting her gown.

That smile on her face, unforgettable.

I need my slumber.
and i love yew. (:

Thanks for being there when i needed you the most.
Cherish whatever time we have left <3

Yesterday, it was the first time i felt excruciating pain. Losing protection again and again has made me finally realised it's time to face the truth. Nothing that i have ever voiced out deserves to be reckon with. I found that comfort in our silence when you just pulled me in and i cried, i felt your tears falling on my arms and you never gave up even if i locked 80 doors on you. You know what's truly going on, you know what we are in for, i am so sorry for always fencing you out. i will never bother what others look upon, dwell upon or judged upon because nothing matters so long as i know how i am going to deal with it. This one's got me. There is every little chance that i can do or try baby, i won't give up for us. Love while we can.

This semester's aint gonna be easy.

alot's going on recently.. none's comparable to one.

i'm really exhausted.

this is love..

No strings Attached..

In one harajuku morning, where petals of cherry sakuras danced in swirls one after another... sitting at the heart of a hundred acre tree, punctuations after another, the comma, the full stop, the "!" which eventually led to a "?", everything was held flamboyantly at the end of each sentences..

Hands warmed in her fuchsia woolen gloves, Elicia settled with the 7th chapter from " the history of love". Deep in thought, a fuzzy tingle received from the autumn breeze broke the comforting silence. Traces of thoughts were swept across like the petals that have fallen gracefully. A beauty personified.

A small bulge could be felt from the pockets of her Zara coat.Her gloves that were left wrinkled when taken off was a queer gesture that she had sworn " Dejavu" would have been it for the umpteen times. An unbreakable habit. Sugar Sachets. Ha. "What else could have been it..", as she chuckles silently to this moment of sweet reminisce. Evidently, she drop the last two sachets to a cookie jar. Picky to this particular secret, it was brown sugar as only the closest one would have ever known. The unspoken would embark on a discovery for centuries if they would have never bothered to ask.

Giving the jar a little shake, the sachets tumbled and fell into place. Starbucks, Gloria Jeans, the small granular ones from the latte cafe across the street, anonymous wrappers that were randomly collected on "rainy" days; they were memories of hers. A closure that she only knew. "No strings attached" was the only way she would ever depict life. Deep in superficiality, sweetener could never ever replaced these old condiments.

How she would always enter perfume shops and grab a tester strip just to bookmark her books,she placed ' love etc" strip at page 36 and proceed to tear the corners of one sugar sachet. Vanilla Latte, simply furnished with a thick froth of luxurious foam would be soon identified. Granulas fell from the torn corners on to the froth, resembling snowflakes on a white Russian Christmas.

One deep sip, and she turn to the back of the sachet wrapper....

even though the wrapper didn said so... she proceed to say:

" this one taste just like... love."

Bittersweet.


She scribbled on the wrapper and left it under the tree. Moments after, fists clutched tightly to her baggage, departed to catch a flight of no return at the airport.




Ps: " should you ever travel around the world, bring me one sugar sachet from any cafe you stop by.. let it remind you of me.. for that instant..something that had no meaning could be brought to life . All it takes is just one packet of brown sugar.. and you will know how deep my footprints have left themselves when we crossed paths for the very first and last time"

Love, Elicia..

__________________

A secret revealed.

Sy, this is for you. hahas i finally wrote it after much thoughts at the terminal.

Thanks for making my day better. Hope you like this story that i dedicated to you and to all my friends and lovers around me.

小时候，妈妈常说不要吃太多糖。。由此是考试的时候。。因为糖原本就能让一个人失忆。。


i guess thats the reason why i never listened.

lights off

Punctuations

? ! , .


Which one do you like most..

and the only hawtest person ever..

I HEART TAEYANG!!!!

of course TOP is second (:

shaun evaristo and lyle beniga!

your dancers.

This mv's too dope for the day.

You are currently staring at the cutest creature on earth. (:

okok! at least to me..if you are not a cat lover.. then this is really not for you.

Have always wanted a black cat and a white cat with blue eyes ( after kupo)..
They make quite a pair.

27th Oct- Comm Based Performance
6th Nov- SP concert
13 Nov- Dreams production


Time to hit the books (:

This Blog should be rated everytime i am upset ! hahas (: No reading for under 16 or your children will most likely wear thick eyeliners, black nail polish, jet black hair and have haircuts that barely show the edge of their faces -_-

Ok :( Nvm, i know leycia deserves to be slapped so hard. hahas! But the day when leycia is not sad, that doesn make her, her already right??? Finding excuses all over her trunk. hahas (: I am so determine to read finish the current book but my schedule permits me to and financial crisis :( Need to start saving. Ok i have a saving plan which means BENTO!!! (: hahas! I love those Bento Days! BTP!!! YOU CAN BE called " BENTO PARTNER" also. hahas

Anw, i just wanna shower everyone with " thank yous" confetti. (: Heh I didn see it coming seriously. Shock of my life ._. Thank you BTP, Lav, Suria, Keiths, Kev, Ayo! and most importantly my superman which told me he was on "OFFDAY" yesterday. I thought you pang kang??? huh? Why suddenly come out with your red undies and save the day???! (: lol I love every gift that was in the bag, the balloon, Scrump!!, shutter shades, notebook with the awesome doodles in the world,Candies, Black forest Cake that made my morning wish came true when i blew the candles, the presence of everyone, the treat of the meal at manpuku and your choreo to our song you danced to made me teared at marina barrage.


I used to always say :" dont be so nice to me, or we will fall so deeply and just hurt ourselves when departure arrives" and i said it again last night but this time i realise i wanted you to be there more than anyone else. Nothing is complete when you are not around. It took me quite long to realise that, just denying this fact all the while. But im going to try this thing called" sharing" with you. Because you give me great advices, you give me great patience in explaining how you feel about my problems with your problems in the past and sometimes you just listen and i would watch you telling me how that person might have felt about it. My best present is you. I thank life for meeting you because it made me start on a learning journey. Lets learn from each other yew! I know next week is gonna be a hectic week again, please take care of yourself and i promise that i will take care of myself just so you will see a healthy me and you will not have to worry. (: Stay strong cause our love is.

Happy 19th Birthday To Me. Nothing of this would have been perfect without anyone of you. so A million thanks to turn my :( right around (:

PS: Thanks for all the facebook wishes!!!! <3

誕生日おめでとう

this is how i feel now..

if you can't contact me, dont be surprise or alarmed.

Happy First Month!! Dear <3

So much to be felt ..
The simple moments in this journey can never be replaced with any word in the English dictionary.


Once upon a time, the invisible boy who have never thought that 20th sept 2009 would be an amazing start to a chapter met a girl whose life was about to change.

私があなたのために。いかに感じるか決して記述することができない単語.

愛する

Probably one of the sweetest moments we captured at "catch a crab". A picture tells a thousand words..

Goodbye

Like sand, falling in an hour glass
Time's run out
Now all of your bags are packed
And there's no way out
Though i've been dreading this day
No, i won't ask you to stay

Chorus:
Goodbye, but i hope its not the end
I'll keep the faith, that i'll see you again
As you go, cause now is the time
Your dreams take flight
I hope in everything you do
May the Lord be your guide
Until we meet again
This is goodbye

As your page turns, to start a new chapter
Please be strong
When the nights get too cold, and days too bitter
You gotta hold on
Just think of the times we've shared
Look in your heart, and you'll find me there

chorus

Gen wrote this.
We sang it.
You heard it.
Thanks Shin , for being a great friend, a great owner, a great dancer.
You will be wherever you are.
Fine as ever. (:
See you in 6 months time at GEMS. I promise i will train hard and you will be burned HAHA!

This doesn't mean farewell.. it's just temporary departure.

People always leave....


But sometimes, they do come back.

:')

After K yesterday.. i came down with a severe bad case of gastric.. the last time i felt like this was before modern training a sem back ago. Sure there were small reactions in between that time... but nothing beats yesterday's. Swear my stomach was all churned up, i can feel my insides twisting, any moment i foresee myself vomiting . Not exaggerating. I can't even walk properly, had ta sit at the roadside block squeezing tightly to my shirt at the car park while yew went to flag a cab. I'm so sorry.. :( we had to go home earlier because of this. But i think i saw martin and chansee having a dance battle at the ice skating rink which made me laughed after we came out of the theater. We caught " imagine that". It was a great movie! (:

K was awesome yesterday. No doubt i would miss you like crazy, SHING YUK YU but i hope our little outing made a statement of how much you mean to all of us. Seeing you off at the airport in the wee morning tomorrow. This holiday has been good and bad at both spectrum. School's starting and i foresee more improper timings to eat with production and performances, projects and exams coming up. But i'm going to stay positive for this whole semester, come what may..

Till then...

(: I will just upload all auss pics slowly and daily as and when i like hahahhas! too much to upload actually ._.

This was when btp and i was suntanning during the free time before wild dolphin feeding at night.
and this is us without make up at all hahahhahs! Yeap, nobody wears makeup to suntann k -_-
which explains why i look sleepy (: hehe













ok and that was camwhoring to the MAX HAHAHAS!
and nicole keeps saying that we were suppose to take the scenery when we are on holidays and not ourselves :(

okok we were at tangalooma beach.. nah
the beach HAHA! (:


that wasn't the only pic we took of course! lol We are not so bimbotic. Serious ._.

(: Off for martin's outing! <3

and YEW.. i miss you when you were this .. no kidding... HAHA!


to be continued...

I miss AUSS. :(

At least i know im in the same class as KEITHS!!! nothing can be any worse than that. (: hahahahs!

i think~

and looking at our pics BTP i realised that.. everybody needs a brown hair/ black hair opposite best bud (:
And that said.. it seems like you are the one for me.
Best travel buddy ever. I miss brisbane alot.
I do miss waking you up too :x hahahs and all the shit we did. (:
Love you! see you tomorrow at the race

This holiday has been the best one in my entire life.



Thanks for the book yew (:
cause tonight's gonna be a good good night~

Yesterday i had a great time. It's been a long time since we hung out, the three of us. I really miss the old times and i'm really touched and glad that we can still hang out still like this.
One of the best dates in this holiday.

Best friends for this lifetime.
Irreplaceable.

and this song is my current favourite, April's bride OST (:

明日がくるなら JUJU with JAY'ED/JUJU.

and look at this this this this... <3>

it was the first thing that caught my eye man!
:(


and TIRAMISU!!! audd's sweet surprise! <3s

probably the best cake on earth ever invented after black forest :D hahas!
that thing doesn't even need to be baked in the oven.

Julie and julia is super inspiring (: reminds me of my culinary days at tcc.



Ok off for the long await picnic ! (: SUPER HEAVY LOAD :(

NG YEW SENG you better dont be late. :x

\

frm Lav's



And im reminiscing those times when i had this shade of colour on my head.

Black is back.

Departure




“Change begets change. Nothing propagates so fast. If a man habituated to a narrow circle of cares and pleasures, out of which he seldom travels, step beyond it, though for never so brief a space, his departure from the monotonous scene on which he has been an actor of importance would seem to be the signal for instant confusion. The mine which Time has slowly dug beneath familiar objects is sprung in an instant; and what was rock before, becomes but sand and dust.”


and that said, my dearest owner shing shing shinigami, i will cherish our friendship in a lasting memory for as long as i live. (:

i will miss you :'(

but i know you are going to be a great man. ((:

time to wake up and get back to reality :( Tsk

current interest: Teleportation and time travel


"that's it.. isn't it? Sometimes what you need may not be really what you want.. and likewise what you want may not be really what you need.. " Quein - Oth season 7

My happiness chart fluctuates.. every now and then. I foresee heavy commitments in 3.2 especially in november till march. :(

Me time..no more.


Anyway i found another cheap thrill added to my trove of collection ! :D

watching old movies on plane.

1. Parent's trap

2. My bestfriend's wedding ( Julia roberts OMG ! )


Both is a must catch. Watched them when i was only so young last time.. rewatching them sure feels nostalgic <3

Sweet random moments to remember when george sang at the dining table (: and halley's dad chased after annie's mum the second time round when he didn, the first time.

Watch it and you will know ! Pictures to be uploaded.
Sometimes it feels as if.. everything is so perfect, it fragiles itself by being flawless. I've came to realise it's your imperfections that makes you less flawless which makes you much stronger..
without these flaws.. you are just but another xyz.

This trip made me thought alot.
It's the best birthday gift ever. Thanks Mummy (:

i cant wait to meet up with these three people :
1) Sy
2) Auddball
3) Dnjh

WANTED by leycia! (: CATCH UP SOON K! before my term starts :(
Now, my ample rest awaits. (:

Hi.. am currently using some 2 dollar aus for 21 minutes internet. GOLD COAST IS AWESOME.

- suntanning
-moon tanning
- Two beach boys that came to try and hook up with us HHAHA ( nathan and storm) I remember their names. Idiots. Spoiled my hth talk with btp. >:(
- Dream World ,sat the tower of terror at 28 storeys drop fall and practically ate my heart out. ._.

- Sand tobbaganing!!!! And dolphn feeding.

- Shopping more shopping... thinking that we should go club .. HAHHAHAHAHA see how.

ok 4 more days.... I love auss. <3

Tmrow am gonna catch some awesome crabs and video it down.

By the way... we clearly know our directions and didn get lost.

Fion is certain abou that and so am i. (: HAHAHA

Toodles

Sometimes, this is how i feel, this is how a billion of girls out there feel..

I guess this trip came at a right time, to settle my insecurities.. to learn to start loving myself..
To find the only reason that makes me beautiful..
to stop chasing after perfection

to start accepting my imperfections in order for me to truly start loving others.. the way i should.

See you in a week time..

I'm starting with the woman in the mirror...



and i'm going to miss yew like crazy.. :(

Seven days baby... hahahs! (:

promise i will try to find internet there!!

and the answer to the fb quiz is that..yes you are the cutest boyfriend hahahs! (:

unlike your idiotic answer :( omg..

Tucker Barkley for you.. and me and you and me..

34 seconds of hotness

kinda out of the world if you get what i mean.

<3

Taught Yew Japanese today!!! (: hahas actually this is already our second lesson. lol

And baby i realised that its not iki sushi.. hahas its ika sushi!!! Error. You distracted me.. so much that i didn even realise it's wrong! grrrrrr (: hahas!But now you know which sushi i like to eat! hahas SO not too bad. <3>

Had our hokkien mee at techno and bought honey ice blend. Your virgin try (: lol I agree that with jelly it's nicer. hahas! Thanks for being such a wonderful boyfriend, patiently writing the hiragana (s) and ha i na ne se chicken rice joke is ridiculous. (: *hugs*
Take care of yourself when i'm away k? I'll be back so fast, you won't even realise im gone hahas! Miss you much. Singing to you feels comfortable.There weren hesitation and it was never so comfortable with anyone just plainly singing to you.

Thank you for bringing happiness to me every single day. I love you.