>:'(


dont need to understand to see the bigger picture.

I tried.

But sometimes its not the understanding by saying, its the pain and suffering that will make you understand.

one msg at the right time when i need it, means alot.




"if you promised not to be back to how it was then, then dont fall back to that tragic state. Have to constantly find motivation in order not to crumble."



i will.

Recently, i feel that there are certain things i wanna achieve on my list but this list is called the "waiting list". I don't wanna build sandcastles no more.Went for the whole day of lessons yesterday,Street jazz, Hip hop and Waacking. Must feel the music.But when we talk about techniques and the basics, it's not just "feeling" that will scrape you through a normal class if that's what you wanna learn from it.Not for me.

So for the very last class, i went all out for it. I believe B saw it too and he was willing to correct my alignments and tell me how to feel the music unlike all other lessons. (: Boom SHAK! AND the "NIUS NIUS NIUS" DURING WAACKING was dope :D

hahas As for the garage battle, It was an eye opener for me.I nod with recognition and admiralty to the groovers. Think i'm just bias. HAHHA shiiiiiit.But Damn, it really made my day.I think any guy that can groove like this can groove his way to a girl's heart HAHA

So what's left ahead, is not only slowly improving in my groove and musicality that i've been training on every session, it means working with different styles and people that will not only benefit you but learn as a group. Learning to explore not only yours, but others as well. Discipline comes from within, it's the least we can have when we learn. If it's not within, there is no room for improvement.If we are gonna go for it, then i'd say:" let's go for it full blast" (:


Be discipline, determined and persevere. I really am gonna FULL FULL out when he says:" i want fierce? You have it???"

aye seh (: i show you FIERCEEEE.

"Once upon a time....."

You chose the Queen of hearts

and i silently tore it apart....


The apple of your eye...


becomes a victim of my lie..

The mask like a veil..



tells a never-ending tale..


i was Alice in wonderland
I was Snow white
I was Cinderella.

But i killed all of them.

happily ever after.

"From phases to faces, they deem themselves as transitory to bring disappointments.."

i remembered a few days back ago i was talking to zuu, :" if you were that chic,i am so sure that your accessories depicts your emotions on that day itself when you buy on impulse.."

Thinking back, just two days back. I went in unknowingly and picked these three off the shelf (unintentionally putting myself to the "test" i had for zuu).

Now i really knew why i chose them even though it was on impulse.


L- for the identity that will never falter or change when i go through the storms.
Airplanes- for the random takeaways i wished i had when i couldn take it anymore
Love- for the people around me, unconditionally and being selfless for them. The people i live for.


I am really sad that some things will never change, especially this fixture of transitory emotions that i really thought was gonna be the best one apart from the one i already had.

gastric really loves me. I really "love" gastric.

the one and only song that really makes me _____( fill in the blanks)

"completely takes in your soul and completely loses you in them.."

Shift 2 on 20th April (:

Had a whole load of awesomeness fun last night doing the go! VISA promotion even though thy BACK is being sucha a mother%*$&&$% to me( pain with the capital "P") :'(

Albeit the unforeseen circumstances, i got to know a new friend? (: hahas Geraldine from VJC. Smart, bubbly and definitely outgoing. I is extremely sad that that was the only shift we can work together. Junsheng is just plain retarded and comical. D: I remembered EVON asking me why did i chose OGL Asia in the first place.. And that actually brought back alot of recollections one month ago where i gave up my decision of interning at the Gallery Hotel(frontdesk) which i could have knocked off precisely at 3 pm just standing there picking up phonecalls and doing updates to guest data profile.( mundane than this)

The reason now for me to tell you is that, despite all the torn apart commitments, FRIGGIN LACK OF ULTIMATE HIBERNATION, i learn alot. I love interacting with those tourists.Just yesterday, My whole vocabulary of first impressions on Koreans, The French, The Delhis and the Japanese just escalated. HAHHAS :D Awesome fun. People were going to ISTANBUL??? I was creating my own illusion of seizing the opportunity to just metamorphosize into a cat .Pounce into his luggage and just go with him. :3 But no, snapping back to reality always suck balls. >:(


I is only working this week for the VISA PROMOTION. tada. Next week i will be back to office again. >:( WTH.... urghhhhh so i better spend this week fruitfully :D

Ok today is shift 2 again, i hope i can actually get more to dance the visa DANCE :D. Yesterday, we made two complete strangers crossed paths , danced for this event and exchanged numbers plus facebook. Isnt it nice to just be a part of someone's life unknowingly in another country?? :D
there were so much chemistry when they just held the boomerangs up high and twirled in circles.If i can i will bluetooth the video and show it here HHAHAHAS. secretly. lol

Ok estee movie-ing time... BYE :D

see you make your way through the crowds and say hello, little did i know...

Updated (: Night Cycling !

Ok off to work ! and no Martin, you think you know the jap post, even though you go translate, its not the same meaning HAHHAHAS >:)

最近、私は実際に空に感じる..但し,それらのための微笑を巻付けたかった。

愛と友情の間で私がひとつの時間を私誤解されるところでこれが...

そうようにラインを時々引出すことができない...しかしほしいと思うものがの確信している.

仕事は私のエネルギーをすべて流出させている ..いかに続けていくことを行っているこれとあるか?


しばらく辛抱して、続ける私が達成したものをと私はべきである..

Reminder :あきらめてはいけない !
すべてはやがて終わる ...

保護できるその人を待っている..
___________________

なんか
もしテクニックだったらこわいね～
え、ちょ、うばわないでね (^.^>)
まあとりま楽しんできてくださああい

あ、そいえば
今日逃したら当分あえないみたいだけど
レシーヤ今日はやっぱりいーかなーい


　ps: Estee に会えるのたのしみにしてるねん　ラブｘ ^^

OMG...it goes well with my LG flip phone can??

*stabs*

『昴-スバル-』　Araでてます！！

The way i see it, things have changed. And this time i'm ready to commit.

I love spending quality time with mumu. She tells me certain things she never did, such as the silent prayers she would take at novena.c and not telling dad about it back then..

I wish i could go there and say certain things, just certain things...

Just simple fare dishes and i'm contented.

Its nice to know the other side of the one who brought you to this world. I finally understand why sy you want me to really sit down and talk it out. I'm glad i did. No one gives me such assurance like the way mumu does. I really have utmost trust in this issue.

Ahead is another storm brewing, waiting for me. I want it so badly, but i need to plan my route. Because this time, it's not just only me.

We did grocery shopping. And now my fridge is WHOAHO. (: awesome.

Honey bunches of oats for BF tmrow.

I did a BF that was really high and i sustained it just now for over 20 secs. Something small but i was happy cause i attempted to try. For fun or for striving, i just wanna do the things in life where i won't question back my :" what ifs".

“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”- Dr seuss

When so many are lonely as seem to be lonely, it would be inexcusably selfish to be lonely alone.Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on the highway. But sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens. And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment, every part of it, will live on forever.


At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes..

all you need is 1

if you can't protect me, i will do it myself...

Some Photos in my Phone Thanks Estee (: Most of them are actually taken with LAVONEEE :3 cheer up girl!!

Today, i'm happy. I'm rebellious. I am truthful. I don't wanna fake it.and most importantly,i'm contented. Last but not least, this BABYYYY is so adorable (: *bloop bloop*
Ramen-ing with DNJH tmrow :D dope !

OYASUMI (:

Jnh's MUSIC = PEWK...>:( Sucky

wait till my cat claws

actually tattoo whiskers..

on your face


>:'(

I felt so fcking angry that my tears just fell. Then the next moment, i laughed deliriously at why i'm crying over such people that dont deserve it.

W/e I'm going to clean my cat claws from the bloodstains.

*wiping sadistically*

BYE


ZZZZZzzz z

ps: Click below to find out the reason why you shouldn hang out too much with AYOZI AND FION. D: ( take picture not video ! ) ._.

$#@$@$#

WORK SUCKS TODAY :( tremendously

UNIQLO-ING

try again later.. :3

Sessioning

nothing to say about, although behind the scenes there are so many things i really wanna clarify..



Damn it. Frustrated.

w/e

let's change the lyrics alittle :" dont try to understand me, i'm not just a girl...(: hahas"


and though i didnt say it out, i was really happy when you two said you were happy to see me and to be there at the studio. HAHAS (: awesome! its just heartwarming, fuzzy feeling that i dont get at work.