Sunday, November 30, 2008









You know how they say the closer ones are those that do not need any presents, or words or pictures in your blogs? I agree. This time, i want to post up our pictures (:

6 years and counting.
Without both of you, i don't know where i would be now, i wouldn have plucked up the courage to pursue what i wanna pursued. I really wanna sing but chances are slim and i'm most likely to fail myself because you guys know i hate the limelight. But i will consider (: . Because ultimately, the stage is where i wanna be. I will dance with your support! Thanks angels.

Is it my turn yet? Is this my chance? I want to know. I don't want to regret if i ever miss this opportunity. :/ I'm tired of making decisions. Decide for me this once.



I'm so tired of it all.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Tagged by Jess (: Scandal?! hahas
According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you. And then tag 5 people.

1) I like to see Daddy holding their daughter's hands.
2) A boy kissed me in kindergarden too hahas ! His name's Nicholas. Anglo chinese high leh! hahas Scandal!
3) I love to sketch at times. Things , random things ! But i don't like to show my sketches.
4) I got lost in Sydney when i was 3 years old, and when i was eventually found, i told everyone i went to castle.-.-
5) I was almost aborted due to some stupid doctor's prediction that i may have birth defections? The abortion video saved me hahas!
6) I yearn for an elder sister.
7) I love adrenaline rushes and encouragements on stage before i go out and dance.
8) I am very low profile, don't be deceived when i get high. lol
9) I love conversations. Inspiring, quirky. Those that leaves an impression.
10) I don't like people to assume my feelings or assume like they know me.
11) I like boys with sexy broad backs! No i'm not lying.
12) I love to day dream.
13) I want a boyfriend who's a locker! hahas!
14) I love the sea, sunrise, sunset, stars, sky. Nature at its best.
15) I prefer the night to day.
16) I don't tend to mix with girls who don't have a mind of their own.
17) I was actually a Bio-medical student but appealed to business!
18) I want to be a singer and i played the piano for 8 years.

I'm passing this on to Estee, Wifey, Yuri, Alson and Serene.

Two more person I'm adding on would be Sy and auddball (:

Things that i don't know urh! hahas! Love (:
Fion, you did already so won't be passing to you :/



Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Comm base is officially Over


Just woke up. I slept for 12 hours -.- Didn break my record though. The last time i slept for 14 hours was during F1 (: hahas It shows how tired i was, i didn even realised. So finally everything is over, handed in culinary and blogged FEST .( FONTS = CMI) :( MICE TEST this friday :/ I don't care lurh, i slept at 4 am and woke up at 6 for SSM. One thing i realised at TCA, you ask questions or your doubts you kena scolded. You don't ask, you kena scolded even more. By not asking and then assuming which results in doing the wrong things, bye bye to you (: .
I'm really trying my very best to make everything right when i'm on operation. Even to the point of swallowing my dignity and say "yes" to the things that i want to say "no" to. You know getting accused? I have zero tolerance for that. But somehow now, i get so used to it. It's like becoming fake for the industry. Nabeh.


Next week's the last week for TOPTABLE for me. Afterwhich, i will be at TCC, studying for that proficiency test. I wonder if i will miss that place. :/ Whatever it is, i will still be there in the kitchen for culinary. Bye bye to skills kitchen. I will really miss that place. hahas (: The muliple times i cut my fingers for those potatoes, tomatoes, celery and chicken -.- The "FOOD TASTING" at family table, more like food snatching (: I love my team. I so do lurh. SHIT i'm actually starting to like to go for culi now. SSM still sucks :/ I'm a happy girl whatever it is.




Danny's locking yesterday made me realise how little of locking i actually know.I love the way he teaches us how to amplify our lock to create a larger impact. I know Locking's not everyone's favourite, but to me, it plays a very important role for me to improve. Sometimes during comm base, i felt like locking could be very fake at times. No matter how down you are, you still have to express that happiness in your face when you do locking. Now, when i have my girls around, its like even though how sad i am, i will be so happy doing locking with them. I miss our training periods. :'( GEMS 4 and dance camp k? You girls will forever be my favourite locking partners. We are not a team k , we are family. At least to me (:

Viva de Arts and Disney LIVE! Pics overded -.- again





















Braids, makes me like soulhead can. In my dreams only ahhas :D





Locking
HH4 nek nek datok krumps (:


Nana, clubbing zai nt? hahas can't wait. I like talking to you, because you treat like everything bochap for a min. carefree (:
Nuren, i think i really can't get to know you a lil better lor If not i think i will go crazay doing all the shit things. (:

Anarez, shall i just say i loveyou plenty (: Thanks for always correcting me when i'm wrong. I really appreciate it. Perfectionist but a passionist too.Nothing's wrong when you want things to be perfect, but sometimes we just love yout he way you are. You were meant to be one of us k. GEMS 4 you know we love it.



Estee i love you!!!! but i will save what i have to say to you later! cause got all your aunty pics . Scroll down yallllllllllllllll (:


ATY ! NEK NEK KRUMP! hahhas

AHMAGAD, look at my tann look. I LIKEEEEEE . Ok i'm going tann this winter. hahas (:

Koh Koh !!!! (: don't give up your passion for singing dearie! We can go K soon (:

K estee hates to copy lecture notes, but you still have to. If don;'t want i copy for you! hahas (: LAZY BUM


Fiony!!!!!! you are very strong to me. In terms of all aspects. I still think that you never give up trying you know! Always and so self-less thinking for the group before yourself so much that you want to improve so you won't let the group down. That thinking is rubbish k! You are part of us, nobody is perfect and good at what they do, but we can only if you are one of us, and we work together. No such thing as letting down the group. Love you LA! hahas







Estee, i feel like putting a " m" after your name. Esteem! you have much of that which i feel alot of others will look up to. Thanks for being my locking partner ! :D i love you much. Yes ! i do please take care of yourself k. Not everyone can be influential in terms of expressions. You can so don't ever give up when you feel tired. I will be here for you. When i have troubles i promise i will look for you smiling hero ~!


JW PAPA!!!!! BAO FACE !hahas thanks for your da dao li, and your teachings. something i will bring along with always during my journey (:

rb! damn niang can?hahas k lurh thanks for always encouraging me and omg you really gave me morning call -.- . hahas! (:





hj!! talk more !!!! (:

This is harris datok, i know you are going through a rough patch now. hahas cmon, sunshine after rain, nothing can beat brotherly ties. So you guys will def work it out. (: I believe urh!






Danny! Locking inspiration !

NIC ! (: hahas love you because you are so glamour mama and all. But yet still a lil down to earth. Essence and all. Hope to work with you so i can get to know you better !
wifey! What can i say, i appreciate all the silence moments but yet we understand each other, and the heart to heart talks, your encouragements, never fail to help me on my way of all of these. With you around, i always feel assured that i can do locking. (: THANKS ! Always here for you de hubby!

With that, this whole experience marks an end. Will miss those trainings but i'm looking forward to more for GEMS 4 (:

Ok i'm like super tired now and there's fest lecture/ modern technique lesson later BYE (:


Btw, this is what i did after culi practical test, In the end i kena chicken instead of fish???! wtbbqfish? hahas but i cooked for my family, from saute to baked to breading to tomato concasse! (:





Vegetable cut. See the rod-like shape carrot. You think so easy to cut isit? Its name also chim like dunno what. Batonette -.- 0.6mm* 0.6 mm Must use ruler k! i got 46/50 for veg cut!!! Zai right! (: but of course it was what i acheive after mulitple times of cutting myself. :/







ps: sy and auddball, i MISS YOU GUYS! :( can we go out sometime!!!!!

dr i think we need to talk it out? I have somethings to ask you.